We get in our room, about the size of a smaller guest bedroom with a small table, 2 chairs, 1 recliner, 1 crib (cage) and a sofa. There is a bathroom that is almost as big as the room itself. A TV mounted on the wall, a built in closet and a space near the door for the nurses.
Let me just say that the first day is very overwhelming for the baby and the parents.
First the nurse comes in, introduces herself and gives a quick run by of the day and week's events to come. Then about 15 minutes later the nurse practitioner, ours was Jericho, comes in and asks a lot of questions that we've probably answered 20 different times now so why not 21 times? Like, was she full term? Yes. When did the seizures start? About 2 weeks old. Diagnosed at 6 weeks. What type of seizures? Usually tonic-clonic, Keppra makes them just tonic seizures though. What medicines has she tried? and so on...
Rayleigh starts drifting off to sleep after Jericho leaves. I buzz the nurse in and let her know that Rayleigh is falling asleep and will most likely have her seizure (normally one a day, at naptime) and ask her what we should do since Rayleigh doesn't the EEG hooked on yet. She said to go ahead and let her sleep and just take the chance because she's sure that Rayleigh will have a seizure sometime during the 3-day EEG. Sure enough she has a seizure. Michael pages the nurse to let her know and she makes note of it.
She then brings in these various sheets. One of which we have to check the times for when she eats, what she ate, and how much and then check the time for each diaper change. They weigh the diapers to see the difference of how much goes in vs. how much comes out. Another sheet was for us to describe each seizure as we see it so they can compare to what the EEG and video shows.
Next Maria comes in to put on the EEG leads. Maria is the Video EEG technician along with another technician that stays in the control room watching the videos, they do up to 6 at a time. Rayleigh has had 2 EEGs before but this one is totally different since she has to have the leads on for 3 days instead of 30 minutes. They use the conducting cream, the lead and then a small piece of gauze drenched in a watery type of super glue and use a cold air blowing tool to apply it. It is very cold and very uncomfortable. Maria gets 5 of the 25 leads on while Rayleigh is still asleep but then she wakes up screaming and so mad that I'm almost in tears holding her down and letting them do this. But knowing that this will give them answers keeps me pushing through and staying strong for my little Bug.
Not long after Maria leaves Rayleigh starts falling back asleep... then the nurse comes back in with the paramedic, Mike. Mike checks her vitals and then starts the IV. This is standard for the EMU of CCH. They do an IV so if a child has a seizure longer than 2-5 minutes (depending on the child) they will use a rescue anticonvulsant to stop the seizure. Inserting the IV woke Rayleigh again. Screaming, sad, tired. Every time she falls asleep she gets a rude awakening. This kept up for most of the day.
We met one of the epileptologists for about 1 minute. He was pretty much just letting us know that first we need to confirm that she is actually having seizures before we go into the details of anything else. He also let us know that he wouldn't be our epileptologist but he was the only one there that day.
Dr. Coleman warned us that we wouldn't get much face time with the epileptologists while we were there and he was spot on.
Rayleigh was so out of her element that night. They took her Phenobarbital level down from 12ml a night to 6ml so that they would have a better chance at catching seizure activity. After the medicine we fed her and she normally drifts right off after eating. Well, not here. She would scream anytime we lay her in the crib cage thing. She was only comforted by one of us rocking her or laying on the couch/bed with me.
We co-sleep at home for nighttime so I thought maybe I could just lay with her until she falls asleep and then move her into the crib but she just wouldn't sleep. You could tell on her face that she knew this wasn't home.
Around 11:30p after several minutes of rocking with Daddy we finally got her fed again and off to sleep and in her crib.
Well, then at 2:30a she woke with a seizure. This is definitely a change due to the medicine because she never wakes up in the middle of the night with one anymore. There is a red button to push on the VEEG pack when she starts a seizure so we press that and then the microphone is on in the room and the nurses come in and start describing loudly what she is doing, "arms tensed and pulled into body" "hands clutched" "legs tensed" "face reddened" "labored breathing" "coming out of it" "myoclonic twitching" "shes done."
Then Rayleigh begins crying, waking up in a strange place with several people in her face. I pick her up and quietly soothe her on the couch on the other side of the room to let her know that Mommy and Daddy are still here and that everything is OK.
It took a long time for her to go back to sleep but she eventually did so we put her back in the crib and tried to get a couple more hours of sleep on the couch bed before day 2 started.
Rayleigh with gauze wrapped around the EEG leads so she doesn't pick at them and a "no-no" boot cover over the IV. |