Michael and I are at a loss. Over the last few weeks we have noticed Bug's seizure activity changing. At first it was just like her partial onset seizures at night were going away and were being replaced with 1-3 atonic head drop seizures. Her upper body would just kind of collapse for a split second and then she would pop right back up. This is different from the myclonic spasms she was having a year ago where her arms would spread out wide and she would quickly bend down so we (her neuro, Michael and I) do not think it is epileptic spasms again which is good because those are so difficult to control.
When the atonic head drops started we weren't too super concerned because were confidant that raising the strength of her VNS pulses and changing the duty cycle, discussed in the previous post, would zap away those last few drop seizures. Well, changing the cycle has seemed to completely control the partial onset seizures (fingers crossed!) but now the atonic head drops are increasing and coming in clusters.
I've been keeping all of the notes in Bug's seizure journal as usual and I just don't know what to make of it. We started a medicine a few weeks ago to control excessive drool but the neuro doesn't think that would attribute to the increase of drops.
I had a sickening feeling that he is going to want an EEG soon and Rayleigh just does NOT do well with the sleep deprivation involved with an EEG and doesn't always nap once we get there for the appointment. But if it is necessary then we will do it!
We see the neuro this week and I am really hoping that he believes we can tweak the settings on the VNS and get these drops under better control. After a cluster of 3-5 drops within a 3 minute period Bug gets fussy. She sounds uncomfortable, not scared or hurt, but as a mom you still want to "fix" whatever is ailing your child.
I really hope we can fix this issue before it gets any worse. She is my angel, my world.
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Current meds:
Onfi 10mg, 1 pill, 3 times a day
Vimpat 50mg, 1/2 pill morning, 1 pill night
Banzel, 2ml twice a day
Kuspova (drool med), 2.5ml twice a day
VNS set at 1.25 out of 2 strength, on for 30 seconds every 3 minutes
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Sunday, March 10, 2013
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Rayleigh's Year in Numbers
I thought it might be a neat idea to gather some numbers from Bug's year to wrap up 2012. I keep everything down in my calendar and keep a seizure journal that includes every seizure, bad day, sick day, medicine change, etc. So as I'm going back through these books there are some sad moments. I'm realizing that while most moms are driving their children to a park, I am driving Rayleigh to physical therapy. Or while other moms drive their kids to a playdate, I am driving Rayleigh to a doctor appointment. But I will keep on keeping on because all of those things are to help my sweet Bug! And that is exactly what we'll spend 2013 doing, and every year after this!
So, here are some figures from 2012.
So there you have it, our year in a nutshell. Looks crazy all down in numbers and puts it all in perspective to me - gosh, it was an exhausting but fun year and there's another one ahead of us now!
So, here are some figures from 2012.
- 8 Neurologist visits
- 2 Epileptologist visits
- 7 Pedatrician visits
- 2 Neuro-opthomologist visits (eye surgeon/doctor that also specializes in the brain)
- 2 Hearing tests - passed both!
- 4 Trips to the ER :(
- 2 EEGs
- 1 ERG (eye test done with probs on eyeballs while sedated)
- 44 Physical Therapies at Jim Thorpe
- 35 Occupational Therapies at Jim Thorpe
- 42 In-Home Occupational Therapies with SoonerStart
- 9 In-Home Vision Therapies with SoonerStart
- 7 In-Home Visits from OPAT
- 9 Months on the Ketogenic Diet (plus several months in 2011)
- 365 Doses of Melatonin
- 31 Medicine and/or Dose Changes
- 1 Surgery - to put in the Vagus Nerve Stimulator
- 812 Seizures - approximately - including Tonic, Partial Onset and Absent
- 1 DIAGNOSIS OF CDKL5
- 43 Sunday Suppers with the grandparents!
- 8 Trips to the Zoo
- 3 Family Photo Sessions
- 6 Seizure Free Days
- 1billion hugs and kisses :)
So there you have it, our year in a nutshell. Looks crazy all down in numbers and puts it all in perspective to me - gosh, it was an exhausting but fun year and there's another one ahead of us now!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Rescheduled With No Date
I thought I would be posting more about Rayleigh's VNS by now but that will have to wait. Unfortunately, her surgery has been pushed back again. It was originally scheduled for November 29th but our secondary insurance had the payment as pending so the hospital had to wait because they need it paid in full before they can operate. So we were given a new date of December 13th. Then, the neurosurgeon's office called this week to tell us that our secondary insurance is now saying that the VNS is not FDA approved for children under 12 years old and they are wanting a lot of "proof" that this is a good idea for Rayleigh. They want copies of her MRIs, EEGs and letters from her neurologist, epileptologist and neurosurgeon. I have no doubt that these letters will get written and sent promptly but I highly doubt they will be read soon.
This time, they have rescheduled us without a date. The office will call us when they hear from our secondary insurance and we will set a date then. The nurse said it will likely be in the New Year.
I don't know why this upsets me as much as it does, but I'm really sad about the whole deal. Maybe its because I'm the kind of person that goes by the calendar, maybe it's because I've always been a little sad when something I've wanted gets puts off but I really think it's because I want this for Bug so bad.
This time, they have rescheduled us without a date. The office will call us when they hear from our secondary insurance and we will set a date then. The nurse said it will likely be in the New Year.
I don't know why this upsets me as much as it does, but I'm really sad about the whole deal. Maybe its because I'm the kind of person that goes by the calendar, maybe it's because I've always been a little sad when something I've wanted gets puts off but I really think it's because I want this for Bug so bad.
I feel like the quicker she gets the VNS put in, the faster we can
activate it and the faster we can see the results.
Like every day matters.
Really quickly I will let you know that Rayleigh Bug has been on the full dose of the new medicine and has been Lamictal-free for 2 weeks now. She tolerated the transition fairly well (compared to previous medicine/dose changes). She is finally starting to take naps in the middle of the day again - something that stopped when she was taking Lamictal. Bug's seizure frequency and severity has gone down in the last couple of weeks and we aren't seeing any side effects. Well, maybe crankiness but she is also cutting her last molar so it could be attributed to that...
Rayleigh's been a happier girl these days, even flashing smiles again!! And she seems stronger. I think it's a combination of hard work and putting weight back on again!
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| Photo taken in October 2012 |
She is one tough cookie!
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Neuro Check Up
Still no results, the neuro said it could be more like 4-8 weeks :(
Yesterday Bug had a regular check up with her pediatric neurologist, Dr. Coleman. We basically just discussed the short term plan of action which is this:
Her current seizure type is still the Tonic Seizure that starts on the left side but it is now generalizing to the entire brain during the full arrest. Her body tenses up, she rolls her eyes to the left and her body curls in. She sometimes holds her breath for 3-10 seconds at the beginning of the seizure and then has labored breathing until it's over. She is usually calm afterward and if it happens in the middle of the night she just goes right back to sleep the majority of the time. She is such a strong girl, my Bug.
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Bug's current medications & control:
Yesterday Bug had a regular check up with her pediatric neurologist, Dr. Coleman. We basically just discussed the short term plan of action which is this:
- Continue weaning up on Lamictal as previously discussed with Dr. Ng until we get to the full dose. She'll be on the full dose in a month, we are to increase the dose each week on Tuesday.
- Hold off on the Vimpat weaning until next Tuesday when she gets to 1 Lamictal pill in the morning and 2 Lamictal pills at night. So on that day we'll go down on Vimpat to 1/2 pill twice a day.
- Lower Ketogenic Diet ratio from 4:1 to 3.5:1 to help GI/reflux issues.
Her current seizure type is still the Tonic Seizure that starts on the left side but it is now generalizing to the entire brain during the full arrest. Her body tenses up, she rolls her eyes to the left and her body curls in. She sometimes holds her breath for 3-10 seconds at the beginning of the seizure and then has labored breathing until it's over. She is usually calm afterward and if it happens in the middle of the night she just goes right back to sleep the majority of the time. She is such a strong girl, my Bug.
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Bug's current medications & control:
- Ketogenic Diet 4:1 ratio - soon to be lowered
- Onfi/Clobazam, 10mg: 1 pill 3 times a day
- Vimpat, 50mg: 1/2 pill morning, full pill at night
- Lamictal, 25mg: 1 pill twice a day
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Whirlwind of 2 Weeks
Nope. No diagnosis results yet. Just filling my time until it arrives in the mail. I've literally been checking the mailbox several times a day. I even check it again once after I've collected the delivered mail just in case I missed it earlier or maybe a different mailman brought it later. Logically I know it's not the case but I can't help it, I want the results yesterday!
Anyway, last week was pretty bad and kept me on my toes. Rayleigh Bug had gastritis again. She was throwing up at least once a day and her burps smelled like acid. We saw her pediatrician and she told us to give Bug 2 Prevacid a day instead of just one for the rest of week to control the acids. This helped almost instantly but then over the weekend we tried to go back to just 1 Prevacid like she said and the acid burps came back and then last night a little spit up so we're doing 2 Prevacid today. I'm waiting to hear back from her dietitian to see if we can go down on her Ketogenic Diet ratio to 3.75:1 or 3.5:1. She is currently on the highest ratio of 4:1. For those of you not familiar with the diet, the ratio means 4 times the amount of fat over the amount of carbs+protein combined.
This is her second time having gastritis since being on the 4:1 ratio. Plus we didn't see a noteworthy improvement of seizure control when we raised the ratio from 3.5:1 to 4:1.
This this Monday little Miss Bug had an EEG. Which means we had to sleep deprive her the night before. They say for 2 year olds that she can only have 3 hours of sleep the night before and only in the middle of the night. The EEG was at 12:30 with check in at noon. It took 2 hours just to get her fully awake - it came to the point where we had to just strap her into her bath seat and shower her :( but it worked with very little traumatization. And we were able to keep her awake fairly easy and right around 11:30 she started acting very sleepy and then at noon while we were checking in she was falling asleep so we hurried upstairs and they showed us the room and she fell asleep within 2 minutes of laying down! The EEG techs were impressed!
They don't require you to sleep deprive the children for the sole purpose that they will sleep during the EEG. While they do require most of the test to be done during sleeping, sleep deprivation makes the neuro issues more apparent and more likely to occur during the EEG. When she's napping she doesn't normally have a seizure but because of the sleep deprivation she did have one for the EEG so they were able to capture that activity. We see her neuro Monday to get results and talk about the meds.
Current medications she's on: Ketogenic Diet 4:1, Vimpat, 50mg 1 pill twice a day, Clobozam/Onfi 10mg, 1 pill 3 times a day, Lamictal, 25mg, 1/2 pill twice a day.
Seizure control: Bug is having 2-5 seizures a day, mostly over night during her sleep. Partial seizures, wakes up, tenses, labored breathing, sometimes twitches, then she goes back to sleep.
Anyway, last week was pretty bad and kept me on my toes. Rayleigh Bug had gastritis again. She was throwing up at least once a day and her burps smelled like acid. We saw her pediatrician and she told us to give Bug 2 Prevacid a day instead of just one for the rest of week to control the acids. This helped almost instantly but then over the weekend we tried to go back to just 1 Prevacid like she said and the acid burps came back and then last night a little spit up so we're doing 2 Prevacid today. I'm waiting to hear back from her dietitian to see if we can go down on her Ketogenic Diet ratio to 3.75:1 or 3.5:1. She is currently on the highest ratio of 4:1. For those of you not familiar with the diet, the ratio means 4 times the amount of fat over the amount of carbs+protein combined.
This is her second time having gastritis since being on the 4:1 ratio. Plus we didn't see a noteworthy improvement of seizure control when we raised the ratio from 3.5:1 to 4:1.
This this Monday little Miss Bug had an EEG. Which means we had to sleep deprive her the night before. They say for 2 year olds that she can only have 3 hours of sleep the night before and only in the middle of the night. The EEG was at 12:30 with check in at noon. It took 2 hours just to get her fully awake - it came to the point where we had to just strap her into her bath seat and shower her :( but it worked with very little traumatization. And we were able to keep her awake fairly easy and right around 11:30 she started acting very sleepy and then at noon while we were checking in she was falling asleep so we hurried upstairs and they showed us the room and she fell asleep within 2 minutes of laying down! The EEG techs were impressed!
They don't require you to sleep deprive the children for the sole purpose that they will sleep during the EEG. While they do require most of the test to be done during sleeping, sleep deprivation makes the neuro issues more apparent and more likely to occur during the EEG. When she's napping she doesn't normally have a seizure but because of the sleep deprivation she did have one for the EEG so they were able to capture that activity. We see her neuro Monday to get results and talk about the meds.
Current medications she's on: Ketogenic Diet 4:1, Vimpat, 50mg 1 pill twice a day, Clobozam/Onfi 10mg, 1 pill 3 times a day, Lamictal, 25mg, 1/2 pill twice a day.
Seizure control: Bug is having 2-5 seizures a day, mostly over night during her sleep. Partial seizures, wakes up, tenses, labored breathing, sometimes twitches, then she goes back to sleep.
Monday, February 20, 2012
Long Overdue Update Post
Rayleigh is 1 month into her Sabril medicine. This is the new medicine she's on specifically designed to treat infantile spasms. She is responding really well to the medicine. It's a pain in the butt to give her, but she's responding well so we'll push through! It's only for 2 months - only 1 more month to go! She won't be on the Sabril (aka Vigabatrin) for longer than 2 months because of the side effects on her eyes. The longer she's on the Sabril, the higher her chances of poor vision.
She had her EEG a couple Fridays ago. This EEG was to compare her brain waves on the Sabril to the EEG in December. The December EEG was when we discovered she was now having infantile spasms - abnormal brain activity even when not having a seizure.
The most recent EEG shows improvement!
The Sabril is helping her. She is having less spike activity and way less spasms. In fact, the only spasms we've seen recently were head drops and they were only on days that she was teething pretty bad (stress on her body allows for breakthrough seizures/spasms).
Her brain activity is better but not all better. It is unlikely that the Sabril will completely normalize her brain activity since she's already been on it for a full month but it could still show more improvement.
Once her 2 months on Sabril is over we will wean her off Sabril.
Next plan of action could be 1 of 2 things: Increase Ketogenic Diet ratio to 4:1 (she's currently on 3.5:1) OR Start her on Vimpat, a different seizure control medicine.
Ideally, we'd love to go up on the diet ratio and give that a chance but that's all about whether her body can handle the added fat or not.
Rayleigh has an ERG scheduled at an eye surgery center at the end of this month. An ERG is an electroretinography or electroretinogram. It's to test her eyesight. Visual exams are required by the FDA during the course of taking Sabril. The ERG will be done at 6am under anesthesia. They will place small electrodes to Bug's eyeballs to measure electrical responses to the eye to look for any abnormalities. So I'll be posting again after that.
She's such a strong little girl and we love her with all of our hearts!!
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Starting Sabril
Bug started her new medicine for infantile spasms last Monday. It's called Sabril, also known as Vigabatrin. It's a powder that we mix with water and dispense to her through a syringe. For the first 3 days she was on a half dose of 6ml worth of Sabril and then on day 4 she started the full dose.
She will only be on Sabril for 2 months. The longer you're on Sabril to more likely you are to encounter the side effects. A common side effect with Sabril is vision loss or vision impairment. We will be seeing Bug's neuro-opthomologist once a month for the 2 months she's on the Sabril so he can monitor her eyes.
The first few days that Bug started Sabril she was so drowsy, sleeping more than 15 hours a day. But that wore off and she gained her energy back... with a vengeance! She is now going through a little bout of insomnia. It's another side effect of Sabril but is supposed to wear off with time as she gets used to the new medicine in her system. In the meantime her neuro, Dr. Coleman, suggested we give her 1mg of Melatonin at night (along with the Clonodine) to help her sleep. Melatonin is a natural hormone the body produces to help you sleep, it's just an over the counter supplement at pharmacies. It's really helping! I mean, she's still not back to sleeping through the night but she's sleeping more than she's awake overnight now and that's a huge improvement since 2 days ago!
Bug's neuro also that he talked to the epileptologist here in Oklahoma and he suggested we try Vimpat if Sabril doesn't work. So it's nice to know we have another option before steroids.
Bug will have an EEG the first week of February to see if her background activity has changed. From what we can tell her seizures/spasm activity has gone way way down!
We'll see...
She will only be on Sabril for 2 months. The longer you're on Sabril to more likely you are to encounter the side effects. A common side effect with Sabril is vision loss or vision impairment. We will be seeing Bug's neuro-opthomologist once a month for the 2 months she's on the Sabril so he can monitor her eyes.
The first few days that Bug started Sabril she was so drowsy, sleeping more than 15 hours a day. But that wore off and she gained her energy back... with a vengeance! She is now going through a little bout of insomnia. It's another side effect of Sabril but is supposed to wear off with time as she gets used to the new medicine in her system. In the meantime her neuro, Dr. Coleman, suggested we give her 1mg of Melatonin at night (along with the Clonodine) to help her sleep. Melatonin is a natural hormone the body produces to help you sleep, it's just an over the counter supplement at pharmacies. It's really helping! I mean, she's still not back to sleeping through the night but she's sleeping more than she's awake overnight now and that's a huge improvement since 2 days ago!
Bug's neuro also that he talked to the epileptologist here in Oklahoma and he suggested we try Vimpat if Sabril doesn't work. So it's nice to know we have another option before steroids.
Bug will have an EEG the first week of February to see if her background activity has changed. From what we can tell her seizures/spasm activity has gone way way down!
We'll see...
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Sometimes You Don't Want Your Gut Feeling to Be True
As you can tell by the title of this post, I am not in the lightest of moods tonight. Bug had her checkup with the neuro today. We went in with 2 pages of questions to ask about Bug's behavior and things we've noticed. We got a lot of answers and here's pretty much the gist of it.
Rayleigh has nystagmus. It's an eye condition, not necessarily a brain condition. Simply put, nystagmus is when the eyes shake. In Rayleigh's case, her eyes only shake occasionally and not constantly. They shake side to side when she looks far to her left or right and I've also seen them rotate back and forth slightly when focusing. Her neuro said that based on what we know about Rayleigh and that she hasn't always had nystagmus that her condition was probably brought on by her seizure control medicines. Nystagmus as a result of seizure control medicine is most commonly attributed to Phenobarbital but can be a side effect of many seizure control medicines including Clobazam which Bug has been on for over a year now.
If Bug's nystagmus is a result of medication she will have the condition for as long as she is on the medication but on that same note, if it is the medicine causing the nystagmus then it will go away if/when she is off that medicine. We are making an appointment with Bug's neuro-opthomologist to find out more about nystagmus.
While we were talking with the neuro about this, Bug did her head drop. The neuro asked if this was the same type of head drop we had shown him on video back in October and we said yes. He then told us that it looked like a seizure and she did the head drop 2 more times in that 2 minute period. The neuro asked questions like when she does them (mostly when she's sleepy but also randomly rarely), how she reacts after a drop (like nothing happened, but sometimes a big head drop takes her a few seconds to recover and "come to") and then I told the neuro about this new thing that Rayleigh as been doing this week. When she's awake she will start smacking her lips, arms will go out slightly and then come back in and eyes blink.
He then confirmed (not 100% without EEG but pretty much) that we are describing myoclonic-astatic seizures.
The "head drops" are a drop seizure.
When she has the myoclonic-astatic seizure followed by a small head drop in the way that Bug does it is similar to last year when she would have a partial seizure that was followed by myoclonic jerks.
So what we thought was 12 weeks of seizure freedom was really just 12 weeks of partial onset seizure freedom.
There are 2 types of medicine that Rayleigh has not tried before that are used to control myoclonic-astatic seizures: Lamictal and Depakote. It could cause more seizures if we start one of these new medicines along with her existing medicines while on the diet. Plus, these both seem to have nasty side effects that are increased in children under 2 years old. But we know what's next to take if we have to get there.
The current plan is this: We have already increased her dose of Trileptal back up to 1/2 pill morning and 1 full pill at night along with the 1 pill of Clobazam 3 times a day. We can go up higher on the Trileptal if we need to. We will also be upping the ratio on her diet which has shown a lot of success in many cases.
The neuro says that there are several explanations for why Bug's seizures went from ONLY happening during sleep to completing changing form and happening awake. The most likely reason being that her brain is maturing as she grows older. The least likely reason being the diet.
The only good thing to take away from knowing that these have been seizures is that they do not physically hurt her or affect her mood. I do still believe that they are hindering her development though :(
The neuro is ordering an EEG with an immediate visit with him right after it's done to discuss results so I'll repost after that. It should be within the next 2 weeks. Until then, we will love our Bug just the same and enjoy Christmas with her!
Rayleigh has nystagmus. It's an eye condition, not necessarily a brain condition. Simply put, nystagmus is when the eyes shake. In Rayleigh's case, her eyes only shake occasionally and not constantly. They shake side to side when she looks far to her left or right and I've also seen them rotate back and forth slightly when focusing. Her neuro said that based on what we know about Rayleigh and that she hasn't always had nystagmus that her condition was probably brought on by her seizure control medicines. Nystagmus as a result of seizure control medicine is most commonly attributed to Phenobarbital but can be a side effect of many seizure control medicines including Clobazam which Bug has been on for over a year now.
If Bug's nystagmus is a result of medication she will have the condition for as long as she is on the medication but on that same note, if it is the medicine causing the nystagmus then it will go away if/when she is off that medicine. We are making an appointment with Bug's neuro-opthomologist to find out more about nystagmus.
While we were talking with the neuro about this, Bug did her head drop. The neuro asked if this was the same type of head drop we had shown him on video back in October and we said yes. He then told us that it looked like a seizure and she did the head drop 2 more times in that 2 minute period. The neuro asked questions like when she does them (mostly when she's sleepy but also randomly rarely), how she reacts after a drop (like nothing happened, but sometimes a big head drop takes her a few seconds to recover and "come to") and then I told the neuro about this new thing that Rayleigh as been doing this week. When she's awake she will start smacking her lips, arms will go out slightly and then come back in and eyes blink.
He then confirmed (not 100% without EEG but pretty much) that we are describing myoclonic-astatic seizures.
The "head drops" are a drop seizure.
When she has the myoclonic-astatic seizure followed by a small head drop in the way that Bug does it is similar to last year when she would have a partial seizure that was followed by myoclonic jerks.
So what we thought was 12 weeks of seizure freedom was really just 12 weeks of partial onset seizure freedom.
There are 2 types of medicine that Rayleigh has not tried before that are used to control myoclonic-astatic seizures: Lamictal and Depakote. It could cause more seizures if we start one of these new medicines along with her existing medicines while on the diet. Plus, these both seem to have nasty side effects that are increased in children under 2 years old. But we know what's next to take if we have to get there.
The current plan is this: We have already increased her dose of Trileptal back up to 1/2 pill morning and 1 full pill at night along with the 1 pill of Clobazam 3 times a day. We can go up higher on the Trileptal if we need to. We will also be upping the ratio on her diet which has shown a lot of success in many cases.
The neuro says that there are several explanations for why Bug's seizures went from ONLY happening during sleep to completing changing form and happening awake. The most likely reason being that her brain is maturing as she grows older. The least likely reason being the diet.
The only good thing to take away from knowing that these have been seizures is that they do not physically hurt her or affect her mood. I do still believe that they are hindering her development though :(
The neuro is ordering an EEG with an immediate visit with him right after it's done to discuss results so I'll repost after that. It should be within the next 2 weeks. Until then, we will love our Bug just the same and enjoy Christmas with her!
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Diet Update
We are 2 months into the Ketogenic Diet and Rayleigh is doing so well! She has taken to it like a champ from the beginning eating every bite every time whether she's tired, full, fussy or whatever. Through September she was still having about 1 seizure a week. Today we are on day 16 seizure-free! KNOCK ON WOOD
She's showing more personality now than ever before. Even friends and family that don't see her every day are noticing the change. It's small and gradual but it's there. She lights up when she sees people she loves, she reacts to things more now, she vocalizes a lot more now. Bug is also making some strides in development. She's doing way more propping during tummy time and rolling all over! We're still working on getting her to sit independently and reach for toys on her own but we're making progress with her.
Rayleigh Bug has tried hot dogs and spaghetti squash (two different meals, not together!) in the last month and loves both. It's so exciting to see her trying new things!
Bug had a well-baby check up yesterday and she is currently 29 1/2 inches tall and just about 24 lbs. She is now on the 5-10% for height and 50% for weight. Her pediatrician doesn't think it's anything to worry about at this point and she looks healthy :)
In the last couple of weeks Rayleigh has been doing what we call "head drops". It mostly happens when she's tired and is usually in her Bumbo but she's also done them while we're carrying her. What she does is, her upper body will just kind of fall forward for a split second and then she'll pop right back up. We took a video of them and showed them to her pediatric neurologist and he doesn't think they are seizure activity. He thinks they are behavioral. Bug has her monthly check up with him Monday so we will talk more about that and discuss whether to get an EEG or not (right now, probably not).
She's showing more personality now than ever before. Even friends and family that don't see her every day are noticing the change. It's small and gradual but it's there. She lights up when she sees people she loves, she reacts to things more now, she vocalizes a lot more now. Bug is also making some strides in development. She's doing way more propping during tummy time and rolling all over! We're still working on getting her to sit independently and reach for toys on her own but we're making progress with her.
Rayleigh Bug has tried hot dogs and spaghetti squash (two different meals, not together!) in the last month and loves both. It's so exciting to see her trying new things!
Bug had a well-baby check up yesterday and she is currently 29 1/2 inches tall and just about 24 lbs. She is now on the 5-10% for height and 50% for weight. Her pediatrician doesn't think it's anything to worry about at this point and she looks healthy :)
In the last couple of weeks Rayleigh has been doing what we call "head drops". It mostly happens when she's tired and is usually in her Bumbo but she's also done them while we're carrying her. What she does is, her upper body will just kind of fall forward for a split second and then she'll pop right back up. We took a video of them and showed them to her pediatric neurologist and he doesn't think they are seizure activity. He thinks they are behavioral. Bug has her monthly check up with him Monday so we will talk more about that and discuss whether to get an EEG or not (right now, probably not).
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Don't Know What's Going On
Rayleigh started Trileptal on April 14th. She then had 3 seizures over a 2 week period. A major improvement from the 3-5 per week she had been experiencing. Then, the first week of May she had 3 in one week. This past week she had one almost every day :( Yesterday she had 2. One at 6a and a second at 3:30p. Both about 20 minutes after falling asleep. Today she had one at 6:05a and a second one at 4:20p. I got the last one on video so we can show Dr. Coleman (her ped. neurologist) the changes. He may want to see if we can get an EEG to see if there are any changes in the brain where they are starting, etc.
Dr. Coleman is not the on-call doctor this weekend so we will be calling him first thing tomorrow morning.
There is a range of numbers they use when testing blood for medicine levels. When Rayleigh was on 4.5 ml a day her levels tested at the low in of the normal range. Last week when her seizure activity picked up we bumped the dose up to 5ml a day (spread into 3 doses a day). This hasn't improved anything.
We will see if we need to up the dose more or maybe try a different medicine combination with Trileptal. Right now she's on Clobazam & Trileptal. We may have just gone through a "honeymoon stage" and this might not be the medicine for her. Will post tomorrow after we hear from Dr. Coleman.
Dr. Coleman is not the on-call doctor this weekend so we will be calling him first thing tomorrow morning.
There is a range of numbers they use when testing blood for medicine levels. When Rayleigh was on 4.5 ml a day her levels tested at the low in of the normal range. Last week when her seizure activity picked up we bumped the dose up to 5ml a day (spread into 3 doses a day). This hasn't improved anything.
We will see if we need to up the dose more or maybe try a different medicine combination with Trileptal. Right now she's on Clobazam & Trileptal. We may have just gone through a "honeymoon stage" and this might not be the medicine for her. Will post tomorrow after we hear from Dr. Coleman.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Cook Childrens: Day 2
Our second day in Cook Children's Hospital, Ft. Worth, TX, was much better than the first. That being said, we were mentally and physically exhausted from the day and night before. Rayleigh slept for a couple of hours and then woke up with a seizure. This startled her very much and kept her from going back to sleep. So Michael and I kind of took turns that night staying up and rocking her in the chair or getting up to soothe her if she would fall asleep in the crib.
At Cooks they suggest you be up and dressed and ready by at least 8am for the doctors, nurse staff and any specialist that may need to see you. We had our nurses, Shalyn & Katie, checking on Bug at least once every hour through the night and into the morning. At 7a we met the new nurse for the day, Dale, and at his 8 o'clock check he briefly went over the day with us. Mike was our paramedic again that day and he came in while Dale was with us to get Bug's vitals. Dale let us know that we would see Dr. Perry again that day to go over the EEG from the first day. Bug would also have some blood drawn later in the day for some tests that Dr. Coleman ordered with Dr. Bassinger (metabolic geneticist).
Dale said that most of the day will be just us hanging out. And that's exactly what it was! Bug was feeling more comfortable on her second day there but still wasn't napping for us. Cook Children's was so wonderful and provided everything we needed. Bottles, diapers, wipes, shampoos, highchair and even a gym playmat so Bug could get on the floor and play with her toys!
They also provide a DVD player and a Wii in each room so Michael was occupied with that for a little while which kept him from going too stir crazy!
Dale came in around 11a and brought in lidacaine to apply to Bug's inner-elbows to numb it a little bit for the needle to take blood. This was AWESOME! Rayleigh Bug didn't even feel the prick when the lab lady came in about 30 minutes later to draw the blood!
Our Bug started getting fussy around noon and we could tell she was just so tired it was starting to hurt so we rocked her in the recliner and she dozed off after some time. Then about 20 minutes into the nap she had a seizure.
We pressed the button on her EEG pack and Dale came in and announced her seizure behavior while the EEG techs had the camera on her and microphone listening. The seizure lasted almost 2 minutes. It was very hard to watch. They all are.
After it was over you could see on her face how confused and tired she was :( and there was nothing we could do to help get her back to sleep. She just wasn't having it.
The day continued this way, Rayleigh tired but not wanting to sleep. So we would rock her for a little bit so she could get some rest or a 5-10 minute nap and then we would entertain her by playing or sitting in the highchair to eat.
During all this chaos, Dr. Perry came in for about 2 minutes. He said that based on the previous day's EEG he confirms the episode as seizures. (we already knew that, but moving on) he said that he wants to take a closer look at the EEG to see where the seizure activity is starting and spreading from. And that was about it. He was very busy.
Around 6 o'clock that night Michael ordered some pizza to be delivered to our room. Rayleigh also started drifting off so we thought it would be perfect for her to get some sleep while we get some food!
Didn't work out that way. Unfortunately, the pizza guy knocking on our door to deliver the pizza startled Rayleigh awake and she then had a seizure about 25 seconds after waking up. I press the button, Michael goes out in the hall with the pizza guy to get out of the nurse's way and they do the announcing of activity, check on her for a little while after she comes to and leave the room.
At least after this one she wasn't so shaken up. She hadn't been asleep very long and the seizure, although the same length as the earlier one, wasn't very severe on her muscles. She didn't go back to sleep but she wasn't upset or unsettled so she sat on my lap while I ate some pizza. Although starving from not eating that day, we didn't have much of an appetite from what happened.
After dinner there was a nurse change and we got Shalyn & Katie back. We were very happy to see some familiar faces again and even Bug seemed to enjoy their company. More like friends than doctors to her!
Later in the evening, around 8:30 they brought in her medicine. She's down to half a dose of Phenobarbital the entire trip so they can catch more seizure activity than if she was on the full dose. Nurses have to administer the medicine so I hold Rayleigh in the cradle position like we do at home while Shayln squirts the Phenobarb into her mouth little by little. She eventually takes it all, but not without putting up a good fight!
We can't get her to sleep that night. She seemed most comfortable cuddling with one of us at a time on the couch/bed but we know we aren't allowed to co-sleep on it. When Shalynh one of us at a time on the couch/bed but we know we aren't allowed to co-sleep on it. When Shalyn & Katie came in for the 10 o'clock check on Bug and noticed that she was still awake I asked them if we could get the consent form to sign and get the adult bed in the room instead of the cage-crib so I could sleep with her in the bed.
Shalyn came back and said, "I am so so sorry but the patient has to be at least 1 year old to co-sleep."
This was a pretty big bummer because Michael and I knew that we would all get the best sleep if we could just co-sleep. We snuck in one hour of her and I sleeping on the couch/bed together and then moved her to the cage-crib. She continued to sleep for 2 hours but then woke up with another seizure. Pressed button. Nurses came in and announced activity and stayed with her for a bit after. They left. Rayleigh stayed awake. So did Michael and I. She fell back asleep around 3:30a but woke up about every hour whimpering so we would get up and soothe her back to sleep with singing and her pacifier. It was a hard night, but we made it through!
At Cooks they suggest you be up and dressed and ready by at least 8am for the doctors, nurse staff and any specialist that may need to see you. We had our nurses, Shalyn & Katie, checking on Bug at least once every hour through the night and into the morning. At 7a we met the new nurse for the day, Dale, and at his 8 o'clock check he briefly went over the day with us. Mike was our paramedic again that day and he came in while Dale was with us to get Bug's vitals. Dale let us know that we would see Dr. Perry again that day to go over the EEG from the first day. Bug would also have some blood drawn later in the day for some tests that Dr. Coleman ordered with Dr. Bassinger (metabolic geneticist).
Dale said that most of the day will be just us hanging out. And that's exactly what it was! Bug was feeling more comfortable on her second day there but still wasn't napping for us. Cook Children's was so wonderful and provided everything we needed. Bottles, diapers, wipes, shampoos, highchair and even a gym playmat so Bug could get on the floor and play with her toys!
They also provide a DVD player and a Wii in each room so Michael was occupied with that for a little while which kept him from going too stir crazy!
Dale came in around 11a and brought in lidacaine to apply to Bug's inner-elbows to numb it a little bit for the needle to take blood. This was AWESOME! Rayleigh Bug didn't even feel the prick when the lab lady came in about 30 minutes later to draw the blood!
Our Bug started getting fussy around noon and we could tell she was just so tired it was starting to hurt so we rocked her in the recliner and she dozed off after some time. Then about 20 minutes into the nap she had a seizure.
We pressed the button on her EEG pack and Dale came in and announced her seizure behavior while the EEG techs had the camera on her and microphone listening. The seizure lasted almost 2 minutes. It was very hard to watch. They all are.
After it was over you could see on her face how confused and tired she was :( and there was nothing we could do to help get her back to sleep. She just wasn't having it.
The day continued this way, Rayleigh tired but not wanting to sleep. So we would rock her for a little bit so she could get some rest or a 5-10 minute nap and then we would entertain her by playing or sitting in the highchair to eat.
During all this chaos, Dr. Perry came in for about 2 minutes. He said that based on the previous day's EEG he confirms the episode as seizures. (we already knew that, but moving on) he said that he wants to take a closer look at the EEG to see where the seizure activity is starting and spreading from. And that was about it. He was very busy.
Around 6 o'clock that night Michael ordered some pizza to be delivered to our room. Rayleigh also started drifting off so we thought it would be perfect for her to get some sleep while we get some food!
Didn't work out that way. Unfortunately, the pizza guy knocking on our door to deliver the pizza startled Rayleigh awake and she then had a seizure about 25 seconds after waking up. I press the button, Michael goes out in the hall with the pizza guy to get out of the nurse's way and they do the announcing of activity, check on her for a little while after she comes to and leave the room.
At least after this one she wasn't so shaken up. She hadn't been asleep very long and the seizure, although the same length as the earlier one, wasn't very severe on her muscles. She didn't go back to sleep but she wasn't upset or unsettled so she sat on my lap while I ate some pizza. Although starving from not eating that day, we didn't have much of an appetite from what happened.
After dinner there was a nurse change and we got Shalyn & Katie back. We were very happy to see some familiar faces again and even Bug seemed to enjoy their company. More like friends than doctors to her!
Later in the evening, around 8:30 they brought in her medicine. She's down to half a dose of Phenobarbital the entire trip so they can catch more seizure activity than if she was on the full dose. Nurses have to administer the medicine so I hold Rayleigh in the cradle position like we do at home while Shayln squirts the Phenobarb into her mouth little by little. She eventually takes it all, but not without putting up a good fight!
We can't get her to sleep that night. She seemed most comfortable cuddling with one of us at a time on the couch/bed but we know we aren't allowed to co-sleep on it. When Shalynh one of us at a time on the couch/bed but we know we aren't allowed to co-sleep on it. When Shalyn & Katie came in for the 10 o'clock check on Bug and noticed that she was still awake I asked them if we could get the consent form to sign and get the adult bed in the room instead of the cage-crib so I could sleep with her in the bed.
Shalyn came back and said, "I am so so sorry but the patient has to be at least 1 year old to co-sleep."
This was a pretty big bummer because Michael and I knew that we would all get the best sleep if we could just co-sleep. We snuck in one hour of her and I sleeping on the couch/bed together and then moved her to the cage-crib. She continued to sleep for 2 hours but then woke up with another seizure. Pressed button. Nurses came in and announced activity and stayed with her for a bit after. They left. Rayleigh stayed awake. So did Michael and I. She fell back asleep around 3:30a but woke up about every hour whimpering so we would get up and soothe her back to sleep with singing and her pacifier. It was a hard night, but we made it through!
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Cook Childrens: Day 1
Monday morning we get to Cook's Children's Hospital at 7:45a. Go straight to registration, then immediately taken to the EMU (Epilepsy Monitoring Unit) of the hospital. It's the 4th floor of the neurology wing.
Rayleigh starts drifting off to sleep after Jericho leaves. I buzz the nurse in and let her know that Rayleigh is falling asleep and will most likely have her seizure (normally one a day, at naptime) and ask her what we should do since Rayleigh doesn't the EEG hooked on yet. She said to go ahead and let her sleep and just take the chance because she's sure that Rayleigh will have a seizure sometime during the 3-day EEG. Sure enough she has a seizure. Michael pages the nurse to let her know and she makes note of it.
She then brings in these various sheets. One of which we have to check the times for when she eats, what she ate, and how much and then check the time for each diaper change. They weigh the diapers to see the difference of how much goes in vs. how much comes out. Another sheet was for us to describe each seizure as we see it so they can compare to what the EEG and video shows.
Next Maria comes in to put on the EEG leads. Maria is the Video EEG technician along with another technician that stays in the control room watching the videos, they do up to 6 at a time. Rayleigh has had 2 EEGs before but this one is totally different since she has to have the leads on for 3 days instead of 30 minutes. They use the conducting cream, the lead and then a small piece of gauze drenched in a watery type of super glue and use a cold air blowing tool to apply it. It is very cold and very uncomfortable. Maria gets 5 of the 25 leads on while Rayleigh is still asleep but then she wakes up screaming and so mad that I'm almost in tears holding her down and letting them do this. But knowing that this will give them answers keeps me pushing through and staying strong for my little Bug.
Not long after Maria leaves Rayleigh starts falling back asleep... then the nurse comes back in with the paramedic, Mike. Mike checks her vitals and then starts the IV. This is standard for the EMU of CCH. They do an IV so if a child has a seizure longer than 2-5 minutes (depending on the child) they will use a rescue anticonvulsant to stop the seizure. Inserting the IV woke Rayleigh again. Screaming, sad, tired. Every time she falls asleep she gets a rude awakening. This kept up for most of the day.
We met one of the epileptologists for about 1 minute. He was pretty much just letting us know that first we need to confirm that she is actually having seizures before we go into the details of anything else. He also let us know that he wouldn't be our epileptologist but he was the only one there that day.
Dr. Coleman warned us that we wouldn't get much face time with the epileptologists while we were there and he was spot on.
Rayleigh was so out of her element that night. They took her Phenobarbital level down from 12ml a night to 6ml so that they would have a better chance at catching seizure activity. After the medicine we fed her and she normally drifts right off after eating. Well, not here. She would scream anytime we lay her in the crib cage thing. She was only comforted by one of us rocking her or laying on the couch/bed with me.
We get in our room, about the size of a smaller guest bedroom with a small table, 2 chairs, 1 recliner, 1 crib (cage) and a sofa. There is a bathroom that is almost as big as the room itself. A TV mounted on the wall, a built in closet and a space near the door for the nurses.
Let me just say that the first day is very overwhelming for the baby and the parents.
First the nurse comes in, introduces herself and gives a quick run by of the day and week's events to come. Then about 15 minutes later the nurse practitioner, ours was Jericho, comes in and asks a lot of questions that we've probably answered 20 different times now so why not 21 times? Like, was she full term? Yes. When did the seizures start? About 2 weeks old. Diagnosed at 6 weeks. What type of seizures? Usually tonic-clonic, Keppra makes them just tonic seizures though. What medicines has she tried? and so on...
Rayleigh starts drifting off to sleep after Jericho leaves. I buzz the nurse in and let her know that Rayleigh is falling asleep and will most likely have her seizure (normally one a day, at naptime) and ask her what we should do since Rayleigh doesn't the EEG hooked on yet. She said to go ahead and let her sleep and just take the chance because she's sure that Rayleigh will have a seizure sometime during the 3-day EEG. Sure enough she has a seizure. Michael pages the nurse to let her know and she makes note of it.
She then brings in these various sheets. One of which we have to check the times for when she eats, what she ate, and how much and then check the time for each diaper change. They weigh the diapers to see the difference of how much goes in vs. how much comes out. Another sheet was for us to describe each seizure as we see it so they can compare to what the EEG and video shows.
Next Maria comes in to put on the EEG leads. Maria is the Video EEG technician along with another technician that stays in the control room watching the videos, they do up to 6 at a time. Rayleigh has had 2 EEGs before but this one is totally different since she has to have the leads on for 3 days instead of 30 minutes. They use the conducting cream, the lead and then a small piece of gauze drenched in a watery type of super glue and use a cold air blowing tool to apply it. It is very cold and very uncomfortable. Maria gets 5 of the 25 leads on while Rayleigh is still asleep but then she wakes up screaming and so mad that I'm almost in tears holding her down and letting them do this. But knowing that this will give them answers keeps me pushing through and staying strong for my little Bug.
Not long after Maria leaves Rayleigh starts falling back asleep... then the nurse comes back in with the paramedic, Mike. Mike checks her vitals and then starts the IV. This is standard for the EMU of CCH. They do an IV so if a child has a seizure longer than 2-5 minutes (depending on the child) they will use a rescue anticonvulsant to stop the seizure. Inserting the IV woke Rayleigh again. Screaming, sad, tired. Every time she falls asleep she gets a rude awakening. This kept up for most of the day.
We met one of the epileptologists for about 1 minute. He was pretty much just letting us know that first we need to confirm that she is actually having seizures before we go into the details of anything else. He also let us know that he wouldn't be our epileptologist but he was the only one there that day.
Dr. Coleman warned us that we wouldn't get much face time with the epileptologists while we were there and he was spot on.
Rayleigh was so out of her element that night. They took her Phenobarbital level down from 12ml a night to 6ml so that they would have a better chance at catching seizure activity. After the medicine we fed her and she normally drifts right off after eating. Well, not here. She would scream anytime we lay her in the crib cage thing. She was only comforted by one of us rocking her or laying on the couch/bed with me.
We co-sleep at home for nighttime so I thought maybe I could just lay with her until she falls asleep and then move her into the crib but she just wouldn't sleep. You could tell on her face that she knew this wasn't home.
Around 11:30p after several minutes of rocking with Daddy we finally got her fed again and off to sleep and in her crib.
Well, then at 2:30a she woke with a seizure. This is definitely a change due to the medicine because she never wakes up in the middle of the night with one anymore. There is a red button to push on the VEEG pack when she starts a seizure so we press that and then the microphone is on in the room and the nurses come in and start describing loudly what she is doing, "arms tensed and pulled into body" "hands clutched" "legs tensed" "face reddened" "labored breathing" "coming out of it" "myoclonic twitching" "shes done."
Then Rayleigh begins crying, waking up in a strange place with several people in her face. I pick her up and quietly soothe her on the couch on the other side of the room to let her know that Mommy and Daddy are still here and that everything is OK.
It took a long time for her to go back to sleep but she eventually did so we put her back in the crib and tried to get a couple more hours of sleep on the couch bed before day 2 started.
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| Rayleigh with gauze wrapped around the EEG leads so she doesn't pick at them and a "no-no" boot cover over the IV. |
Friday, November 5, 2010
A Referral
We keep Dr. Coleman, her pediatric neurologist, updated on Rayleigh's seizures via e-mail and phone calls in between visits. So we called him while she was taking the Phenobarb+Keppra to let him know that her seizures and frequency hadn't changed. After 2 weeks of trying this combination he called to check in and we decided then to take her off the Keppra.
Dr. Coleman put in a prescription for Rayleigh to start taking Clenazepam. Clenazepam is a wafer tablet that dissolves in her mouth. It is used as an anticonvulsant, also can be used as a muscle relaxer. We have been giving her one tablet a day (at nighttime to reduce fatigue during the day) and she has been taking it very well. No side effects to report. We started the night we talked to Dr. Coleman, so Bug has been taking it for a week and a half now.
Dr. Coleman let us know that he received the results of the chromosomal analysis and the DNA test that we had blood drawn for last month. Both came back normal in regards to anything epileptic or neurological. There was a slight abnormality though. Bug has a gain, or extra material, on the P32.2 band of her DNA. This can lead to different cholesterol issues, but she shows no signs of that now and it's unlikely that this will ever turn into a problem based on its current state.
The biggest piece of information Dr. Coleman told me was that he put in a referral for Bug to go down to Ft. Worth, TX and be examined at the Cook Children's Hospital.
Cook Children's Hospital has a special, top ranked pediatric epilepsy center. One of the best in the country, if not the best!! While there, she will be seen by Dr. Saleem Malik. His page on the Cook Children's Hospital website is impressive. We look forward to meeting him and getting a second opinion from an epileptologist.
Rayleigh Bug will have a 3-day EEG done when we first arrive to Cook. The last day, day 4, she will have another MRI. They may not need to do this after they view the MRI she had done 3 months ago. The chances they will want to do their own is about 50/50. Their MRI machine is more powerful and will see more clearly and thoroughly into the brain. Her brain has matured since her last MRI so we think they'll probably want to do their own test. Other than that, she will have more blood tests done to check metabolic levels for Coleman and a few blood tests of their own. We will also talk with a nutritionist/dietitian and a metabolic geneticist.
As I'm sure you can imagine we are anxious, excited, nervous and ready to get this done. Hopefully we can get some answers out of this trip.
Dr. Coleman put in a prescription for Rayleigh to start taking Clenazepam. Clenazepam is a wafer tablet that dissolves in her mouth. It is used as an anticonvulsant, also can be used as a muscle relaxer. We have been giving her one tablet a day (at nighttime to reduce fatigue during the day) and she has been taking it very well. No side effects to report. We started the night we talked to Dr. Coleman, so Bug has been taking it for a week and a half now.
Dr. Coleman let us know that he received the results of the chromosomal analysis and the DNA test that we had blood drawn for last month. Both came back normal in regards to anything epileptic or neurological. There was a slight abnormality though. Bug has a gain, or extra material, on the P32.2 band of her DNA. This can lead to different cholesterol issues, but she shows no signs of that now and it's unlikely that this will ever turn into a problem based on its current state.
The biggest piece of information Dr. Coleman told me was that he put in a referral for Bug to go down to Ft. Worth, TX and be examined at the Cook Children's Hospital.
Cook Children's Hospital has a special, top ranked pediatric epilepsy center. One of the best in the country, if not the best!! While there, she will be seen by Dr. Saleem Malik. His page on the Cook Children's Hospital website is impressive. We look forward to meeting him and getting a second opinion from an epileptologist.
Rayleigh Bug will have a 3-day EEG done when we first arrive to Cook. The last day, day 4, she will have another MRI. They may not need to do this after they view the MRI she had done 3 months ago. The chances they will want to do their own is about 50/50. Their MRI machine is more powerful and will see more clearly and thoroughly into the brain. Her brain has matured since her last MRI so we think they'll probably want to do their own test. Other than that, she will have more blood tests done to check metabolic levels for Coleman and a few blood tests of their own. We will also talk with a nutritionist/dietitian and a metabolic geneticist.
As I'm sure you can imagine we are anxious, excited, nervous and ready to get this done. Hopefully we can get some answers out of this trip.
Monday, October 11, 2010
And So It Continues
Three weeks ago Rayleigh had a major breakthrough from her Phenobarbital medicine and began having seizures again. They started gradually, 1 seizure every 2 days or so and then got to where we are now at 2 a day.
The seizure will generally happen about 15-20 minutes into sleep. She usually has one for naptime and one at bedtime. Today was weird, she had one when waking up in the morning at 7:30a. She did not have one during naptime today but then had one when she went to bed at 9:30p.
A couple weeks ago on Saturday, Oct 2, we did as Dr. Coleman prescribed and started giving Rayleigh 12ml of Phenobarbital a day. We were to do 6ml morning and night. Each time you change the dose of Phenobarb you have to give it 5-7 days to take effect because it has a long half-life. After 5 days there was absolutely no change. We expected to at least see them slow down if not go away on this dose.
We called Dr. Coleman and spoke with him on the phone for quite a little while. He is ordering a new EEG to see if her brain activity has changed. If so, this will give him more information on the direction we should go in. The EEG is tomorrow.
Also, he had us up her dose to 14ml (7ml twice a day). This seems like a lot to us. We took Rayleigh to get her blood drawn today so Dr. Coleman can check the Phenobarb levels to make sure they are still within the normal 20-40 range.
Dr. Coleman had a couple of points of information that were a bit unsettling:
1.) The harder the seizures are to control, the more likely we are dealing with a longer prognosis of her having seizures.
2.) He has had patients where the best you can do with medicine will still have them having a few seizures a day. It sometimes comes to the point where the parents have to make the decision to either give her a higher dose of medicine than normal range and risk developmental side effects OR keep the dose normal and prevent most of the seizures but not all.
We had to stop by Dr. Coleman's office today to pick up the paper order for her bloodwork to take to the lab. While in there, Dr. Coleman talked to Michael quickly and said that even though she's still having a couple seizures a day and today is day 5 on this new dose he doesn't want to make any changes on her medicine until after the EEG and then he asked us to come to his office right after her EEG because he will immediately have the results and he'd like to go ahead and squeeze us in so we can go over them as quickly as possible.
We know that she's not conscious when she's seizing. For her it's like sleeping and waking up feeling weird, but it is so upsetting to watch this happen to your child and know that there isn't anything more you can do for them. Sometimes we think it scares her and then she's afraid to go back to sleep which is heartbreaking.
We always tell her, "I promise we are working with the doctor to get rid of these!" And we are. We just love her so much and hate that she's going through this. No child deserves this.
Epilepsy brings out a lot of emotions and very little answers.
The seizure will generally happen about 15-20 minutes into sleep. She usually has one for naptime and one at bedtime. Today was weird, she had one when waking up in the morning at 7:30a. She did not have one during naptime today but then had one when she went to bed at 9:30p.
A couple weeks ago on Saturday, Oct 2, we did as Dr. Coleman prescribed and started giving Rayleigh 12ml of Phenobarbital a day. We were to do 6ml morning and night. Each time you change the dose of Phenobarb you have to give it 5-7 days to take effect because it has a long half-life. After 5 days there was absolutely no change. We expected to at least see them slow down if not go away on this dose.
We called Dr. Coleman and spoke with him on the phone for quite a little while. He is ordering a new EEG to see if her brain activity has changed. If so, this will give him more information on the direction we should go in. The EEG is tomorrow.
Also, he had us up her dose to 14ml (7ml twice a day). This seems like a lot to us. We took Rayleigh to get her blood drawn today so Dr. Coleman can check the Phenobarb levels to make sure they are still within the normal 20-40 range.
Dr. Coleman had a couple of points of information that were a bit unsettling:
1.) The harder the seizures are to control, the more likely we are dealing with a longer prognosis of her having seizures.
2.) He has had patients where the best you can do with medicine will still have them having a few seizures a day. It sometimes comes to the point where the parents have to make the decision to either give her a higher dose of medicine than normal range and risk developmental side effects OR keep the dose normal and prevent most of the seizures but not all.
We had to stop by Dr. Coleman's office today to pick up the paper order for her bloodwork to take to the lab. While in there, Dr. Coleman talked to Michael quickly and said that even though she's still having a couple seizures a day and today is day 5 on this new dose he doesn't want to make any changes on her medicine until after the EEG and then he asked us to come to his office right after her EEG because he will immediately have the results and he'd like to go ahead and squeeze us in so we can go over them as quickly as possible.
We know that she's not conscious when she's seizing. For her it's like sleeping and waking up feeling weird, but it is so upsetting to watch this happen to your child and know that there isn't anything more you can do for them. Sometimes we think it scares her and then she's afraid to go back to sleep which is heartbreaking.
We always tell her, "I promise we are working with the doctor to get rid of these!" And we are. We just love her so much and hate that she's going through this. No child deserves this.
Epilepsy brings out a lot of emotions and very little answers.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Dr. Coleman
The day before we were to take Rayleigh in to see Dr. Coleman for the first time she had 5 seizures in one morning from 4a-9a. This was by far the most she had ever had. We were scared and worried so we took her to the ER. The ER pediatrician had them take some blood to run to see if they could find something in her system that was too high, too low or too irregular that may be causing the seizures. The blood work all came back normal so he had us do a CT Scan that day. The CT Scan also came back normal.
Rayleigh first met Dr. Coleman, pediatric neurologist, when she was 2 months old. Michael and I were nervous to hear what he had to say about Rayleigh and her "fits". At this time, no one had officially confirmed what they were although Michael and I were 99% sure we knew. Dr. Coleman came in and, immediately, Michael and I could tell we would get what we needed from him. Answers and solutions. We showed him the videos of her "fits" from my iPhone and he confirmed that they are definitely seizures and she has epilepsy right away. He examined Rayleigh to check her strength, reflexes and other motor skills and said that everything with her is right on track... except that she was a bit stronger than the average 2 month old baby!
He explained to us the possibilities, the what-ifs and could-bes of epilepsy in such a young baby. He said that the blood work done at the ER ruled out some causes like magnesium, certain vitamin deficiencies and things like that that could cause epilepsy. And the clean CT Scan rules out any large issues like a tumor or malformation. Having a normal EEG obviously doesn't mean that she's not having seizures, it just means that her brain is acting completely normal between the seizures.
Dr. Coleman said that based on all the tests so far coming back normal that he has high hopes that this is a form of epilepsy that she will "grow out of". Other possibilities are scar tissue in the brain, tiny-benign tumor, or genetic epilepsy. He ordered more blood work to be done to search for more specific vitamins, plasma and also ordered a urine sample to check her liver.
That day he prescribed her Keppra. Keppra is an anti-convulsant medication, meaning it is designed to prevent seizures. We started her on .5ml twice a day for 5 days and then 1ml twice a day. Starting on half a dose for 5 days is supposed to help infants' body's accept the new medicine and keep it from acting as a depressant (which many anti-convulsants are).
We left his office after asking several what-if questions and felt better assusured. Our biggest things were knowing that they don't hurt her (she might be sore but she'll let us know if she's hurting after by crying or becoming irritable after), Does she know she's having them? (No, she's not conscious so she feels like she's asleep and then may wake up slightly confused), Will the seizures cause brain damage in the short or long run? (No, neither, her seizures are far too short to cause any issues in the brain). Dr. Coleman wanted to get an MRI done on her to get a closer look at her brain to find anything that the CT Scan could have missed. Michael and I were not ready for this at 2 months because they have to put her under anethesia so we opted to wait 2 months. Dr. Coleman said this is absolutely not a problem and the only reason we would need to bump the MRI up would be if her seizures became much more frequent or severe.
So we went straight to the lab to get her blood drawn and urine taken for the tests Dr. Coleman ordered. After 10 days on the Keppra we were to call Dr. Coleman if she was still having seizures. She was, but the number had gone from 4-5 a day to 1. He had us up the dose to 1.3ml twice daily. He called a few days after that to let us know that all the tests he had done came back normal.
When our little bug was almost 2 1/2 months old she got a nasty little cough. She wasn't running a temperature or being more fussy than normal but after a couple days we decided to go back to Dr. Hanes, her pediatrician, and get it checked out. We say the P.A. and found out she had bronchiolitis. It is something that can go away on it's own but would take a few weeks to do so. The other option is to put her on a nebulizer for the medicine twice a day. So we did that, but then after a few days she bagan having her seizures 2-3 times a day again. We stopped giving her the medicine because her cough was already starting to fade and we assumed she'd rather cough than seize. We called Dr. Coleman and he said that anytime she is sick, stressed or over-tired she is more prone to have a seizure - even when on an anti-convulsant. That was very hard news for me. I had a meltdown that night. Thinking, "she'll never be able to have sleep-overs or play sports or anything because we'll never know if she's going to have a breakthrough and seize!" It is hard even now thinking that other kids will not think of Rayleigh as normal.
Anyway, we upped the dose to the max level for her weight, 1.6ml twice daily and after a few days of no change we began giving her Zonagran also. We had a horrible experience with Zonagran. First of all, it is not available in a liquid form like Keppra. It is a powder capsule. We had to break the capsule open and mix it with breast milk and dispense it that way. The pharmacist told us "do as little breast milk as possible so that you don't have to give her much... babies are smart and will taste the difference no matter how much milk you try to drown it out with and that is just that much more milk you have to try and get her to drink". OK, so this Zonagran powder doesn't mix with breast milk worth crap, the powder just sinks to the bottom. So we dispense the milk in her mouth and then have to rub our finger to get the powder on it and then rub the powder-covered finger on her tongue. That makes ONE MAD BABY! After 2 weeks of the Zonagran with no results Dr. Coleman had us wean her off it. Thank God.
When Rayleigh was just over 3 months old we had another visit with Dr. Coleman. He checked her motor skills and everything and said that she's still right on track. He still did not give us the OK to get any of her 6 wk shots and her next round of shots were quickly approaching. He said he wanted to get these seizures under control first and find a medicine for her to be taking. She starting on Phenobarbital. I had read a lot of mom's giving Phenobarb to their children with seizures from the epilepsy blogs. We were curious to see how this next medicine would work. And boy did it work! We began with 5 days of 3.5ml at night and then moved up to the full dose of 7ml each night. After just a few days we started to notice that she was only having 1 seizure a day again! We were so excited that we were already seeing results from Phenobarb. And then something wonderful happened! Rayleigh went an entire week seizure free!!!
Rayleigh first met Dr. Coleman, pediatric neurologist, when she was 2 months old. Michael and I were nervous to hear what he had to say about Rayleigh and her "fits". At this time, no one had officially confirmed what they were although Michael and I were 99% sure we knew. Dr. Coleman came in and, immediately, Michael and I could tell we would get what we needed from him. Answers and solutions. We showed him the videos of her "fits" from my iPhone and he confirmed that they are definitely seizures and she has epilepsy right away. He examined Rayleigh to check her strength, reflexes and other motor skills and said that everything with her is right on track... except that she was a bit stronger than the average 2 month old baby!
He explained to us the possibilities, the what-ifs and could-bes of epilepsy in such a young baby. He said that the blood work done at the ER ruled out some causes like magnesium, certain vitamin deficiencies and things like that that could cause epilepsy. And the clean CT Scan rules out any large issues like a tumor or malformation. Having a normal EEG obviously doesn't mean that she's not having seizures, it just means that her brain is acting completely normal between the seizures.
Dr. Coleman said that based on all the tests so far coming back normal that he has high hopes that this is a form of epilepsy that she will "grow out of". Other possibilities are scar tissue in the brain, tiny-benign tumor, or genetic epilepsy. He ordered more blood work to be done to search for more specific vitamins, plasma and also ordered a urine sample to check her liver.
That day he prescribed her Keppra. Keppra is an anti-convulsant medication, meaning it is designed to prevent seizures. We started her on .5ml twice a day for 5 days and then 1ml twice a day. Starting on half a dose for 5 days is supposed to help infants' body's accept the new medicine and keep it from acting as a depressant (which many anti-convulsants are).
We left his office after asking several what-if questions and felt better assusured. Our biggest things were knowing that they don't hurt her (she might be sore but she'll let us know if she's hurting after by crying or becoming irritable after), Does she know she's having them? (No, she's not conscious so she feels like she's asleep and then may wake up slightly confused), Will the seizures cause brain damage in the short or long run? (No, neither, her seizures are far too short to cause any issues in the brain). Dr. Coleman wanted to get an MRI done on her to get a closer look at her brain to find anything that the CT Scan could have missed. Michael and I were not ready for this at 2 months because they have to put her under anethesia so we opted to wait 2 months. Dr. Coleman said this is absolutely not a problem and the only reason we would need to bump the MRI up would be if her seizures became much more frequent or severe.
So we went straight to the lab to get her blood drawn and urine taken for the tests Dr. Coleman ordered. After 10 days on the Keppra we were to call Dr. Coleman if she was still having seizures. She was, but the number had gone from 4-5 a day to 1. He had us up the dose to 1.3ml twice daily. He called a few days after that to let us know that all the tests he had done came back normal.
When our little bug was almost 2 1/2 months old she got a nasty little cough. She wasn't running a temperature or being more fussy than normal but after a couple days we decided to go back to Dr. Hanes, her pediatrician, and get it checked out. We say the P.A. and found out she had bronchiolitis. It is something that can go away on it's own but would take a few weeks to do so. The other option is to put her on a nebulizer for the medicine twice a day. So we did that, but then after a few days she bagan having her seizures 2-3 times a day again. We stopped giving her the medicine because her cough was already starting to fade and we assumed she'd rather cough than seize. We called Dr. Coleman and he said that anytime she is sick, stressed or over-tired she is more prone to have a seizure - even when on an anti-convulsant. That was very hard news for me. I had a meltdown that night. Thinking, "she'll never be able to have sleep-overs or play sports or anything because we'll never know if she's going to have a breakthrough and seize!" It is hard even now thinking that other kids will not think of Rayleigh as normal.
Anyway, we upped the dose to the max level for her weight, 1.6ml twice daily and after a few days of no change we began giving her Zonagran also. We had a horrible experience with Zonagran. First of all, it is not available in a liquid form like Keppra. It is a powder capsule. We had to break the capsule open and mix it with breast milk and dispense it that way. The pharmacist told us "do as little breast milk as possible so that you don't have to give her much... babies are smart and will taste the difference no matter how much milk you try to drown it out with and that is just that much more milk you have to try and get her to drink". OK, so this Zonagran powder doesn't mix with breast milk worth crap, the powder just sinks to the bottom. So we dispense the milk in her mouth and then have to rub our finger to get the powder on it and then rub the powder-covered finger on her tongue. That makes ONE MAD BABY! After 2 weeks of the Zonagran with no results Dr. Coleman had us wean her off it. Thank God.
When Rayleigh was just over 3 months old we had another visit with Dr. Coleman. He checked her motor skills and everything and said that she's still right on track. He still did not give us the OK to get any of her 6 wk shots and her next round of shots were quickly approaching. He said he wanted to get these seizures under control first and find a medicine for her to be taking. She starting on Phenobarbital. I had read a lot of mom's giving Phenobarb to their children with seizures from the epilepsy blogs. We were curious to see how this next medicine would work. And boy did it work! We began with 5 days of 3.5ml at night and then moved up to the full dose of 7ml each night. After just a few days we started to notice that she was only having 1 seizure a day again! We were so excited that we were already seeing results from Phenobarb. And then something wonderful happened! Rayleigh went an entire week seizure free!!!
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