Cook Childrens: Day 4

Our last day at Cook Children's Hospital in Ft. Worth, TX, started off on a good note. Our nurses, Shalyn & Katie let us know that she would be getting the EEG leads off her head in just a couple of hours and that we would be discharged that day as soon as Rayleigh woke up and took fluids after the MRI and lumbar puncture.

Dr. Hernandez, her epileptologist there, came in around 9am to discuss the day and the plan for returning home. Dr. Hernandez let us know that he would be observing the MRI results and he would do the LP as soon as the MRI is done so that she will still be asleep from the anesthesia.

Dr. Hernandez said that there is still a chance that she will outgrow the seizures based on the fact that they started so early in her infancy and because every test has come back normal.

Bug was prescribed Clobazam by Dr. Hernandez for seizure control. This medicine is not FDA approved (rumor is that the company doesn't want to pay the USA fees to get it approved) so insurance won't cover any of it. It's not too bad, about $20 a month plus shipping and handling. We can order 3 months at a time to save on S&H.

Shortly after he left Maria, an EEG tech, came in and took the EEG leads off Rayleigh's head and then Michael and I took her in the bathroom and washed her hair because it was all ucky from the oil used to get the glue off.

She was so happy to have her head free!

Then we just enjoyed a little bit of time together before they came in to take us all downstairs to start the anesthesia for the MRI and LP. We went into this small wing of the hospital that was similar to the back of a doctor's clinic with a nurses station and small rooms off a hallway.

We went into one of the small rooms and laid Bug on the bed and they brought her a warm blanket to help her sleep. They asked the usual questions, had us sign a few papers and then Rayleigh and I went into a different small room while Michael had to go wait in the main waiting room of that wing.

They laid Rayleigh on a new bed and had me hold her arm down while they started a new IV (previous one moved or closed up) and then they put a small breathing mask on her face and had me sing to her while she drifted off mid-cry. The room smelled of bananas and tears starting flowing down my eyes. Those are the things I remember most of that event. Brave little Rayleigh doing so many things that most kids never have to go through in their lifetime at 7 months old.

Michael and I were sent back up to our rooms and were told that it would be a few hours before we would see Bug again because after her MRI and LP they keep the babies in a recovery room.

A nurse came in and said that they were bringing Rayleigh up right then and Michael and I sprang to our feet and waited anxiously to see our baby girl. The nurse from anesthesia said Rayleigh did wonderful and told us that she'd probably start waking up in about an hour but that she needed to lay flat on her back for at least another 2 hours because of the LP.

Rayleigh rooted around a little bit an hour or so later but was still drowsy and pretty much asleep. She really needed the rest though, the previous days were hard on her.

When she finally woke up for good she took 2 ounces of Pedialyte and they brought in the discharge papers and then she drank 2 ounces of milk and we loaded the car and said goodbye to all the friends we made at Cook Children's Hospital.

Cook Childrens: Day 3

Rayleigh enjoyed her 3rd day at Cook Children's Hospital in Fort Worth, TX the most out of her 4 days there.

She was starting to feel more comfortable being there and also getting used to the wires from the EEG leads and "no-no" leg brace that covered her IV.

Although still not sleeping well, she was in a much better mood throughout the entire day. We played on the floor on the gym playmat several times and we got a lot of smiles out of her that day!

Resting her playmat with Daddy while he calls the grandparents to fill them in.

Mike, the paramedic, brought in some jarred baby food for Rayleigh to eat. He brought carrots, applesauce, and beef stew. Our Bug hadn't ever tasted anything beef so we thought we'd give that a try first. Oh boy! First, as soon as we opened the tiny jar of beef stew the entire room instantly smelled like wet cat food. It was awful. We thought, "Well, the green beans don't smell good either but they taste alright so maybe this won't be so bad." We got a tiny bit on the spoon and gave it to Bug. Her face squished up and the food came right back out. We scooped it back and gave it another go. Same reaction. So Bug and I talk Michael into trying a small bite himself. He almost gagged! So without hesitation we closed that jar back up and threw it away!

We gave Bug some applesauce and then a little formula and she was soon falling asleep for what we assumed was a long and much needed nap since she was feeling more comfortable. Well, that probably would have been the case had she not woken up with a seizure about 25 minutes into her nap. The seizure was the same as the ones the day and night before and so was the routine. Press button, make room for nurses, Dale (her nurse) announces her seizure activity to EEG techs on camera/microphone and attends to Rayleigh for a little bit after the seizure ends to make sure she's doing ok.

Dr. Hernandez, the leading epileptologist there, came in after things had settled back down. He was so wonderful with his bedside manner and knowledge of infants with epilepsy. He told us that Rayleigh's brain activity remains completely normal when not in the seizure and then it spikes during the seizure, calms back down with mild spikes for her myoclonic jerks coming out of the seizure and then the brain waves return right back to normal. He told us that he would like to do the lumbar puncture to check her spinal fluid because it's the best way to get an accurate reading of the fluids that move through her brain. He saw our unsure faces and told us that he would do the LP himself and that he does them several times a day! This reassured us and we decided to go ahead and have the LP done the next day right after her MRI when she was still under anesthesia.

Dr. Hernandez told us that she is back to having tonic-clonic seizures and that the Keppra she was on during her previous EEG was probably suppressing the clonic phase of the seizure and that is why the EEG read that seizure as tonic seizure without the jerking movements. Dr. Hernandez explained that the seizure activity is starting somewhere deeper in the brain and then spreading to both sides of her front hemispheres. He said that the MRI they do has much smaller slices, referred to it as an HD MRI, and could find something deeper within her brain that the previous MRI missed.

Dr. Hernandez told us he would be back the next morning to discuss more with us before she went downstairs for her MRI and LP.

About 20 minutes later a lady from labs came in to draw blood to run tests for Dr. Bassinger, the metabolic geneticist. She did great and got all she needed with one prick and Rayleigh did fine!

At Cook Children's Hospital they have a parent's lounge that includes a coffee maker, ice & water machine, a refrigerator, a microwave and a small table and chairs. This room was right next to our room so I visited the coffee machine OFTEN to keep the energy up that I wasn't getting from sleep. Cook's also has a giant playroom on the Epilepsy Monitoring Unit (EMU) floor. It has several little tables and chairs, lots of games and toys and paints and books and everything a kid can think of to play with!

Patients can visit this room as often as they want, even when they are hooked up to the EEG leads because the playroom has cameras that the EEG techs can watch the patient on and the room also has plug-ins for the battery pack that the EEG leads are hooked up to. The battery pack is for about 1 hour unplugged. This allows the patient to unplug from the room and walk around the hospital.

With that in mind, they also have red wagons you can borrow to stroll the baby around. We can take her anywhere in the hospital as long as we are plugged back in in an hour!

This was Rayleigh Bug's first wagon stroll and she LOVED it! We ended up taking her in the wagon 4 times during our stay. Her favorite trip was one night we went to the main entrance area of the hospital that has a super tall ceiling with a old town theme and mirrors and lights and lots of colors.

Day 3 was definitely our favorite day in Cook's with Rayleigh! She was less stressed out so, in turn, we were as well!

Cook Childrens: Day 2

Our second day in Cook Children's Hospital, Ft. Worth, TX, was much better than the first. That being said, we were mentally and physically exhausted from the day and night before. Rayleigh slept for a couple of hours and then woke up with a seizure. This startled her very much and kept her from going back to sleep. So Michael and I kind of took turns that night staying up and rocking her in the chair or getting up to soothe her if she would fall asleep in the crib.

At Cooks they suggest you be up and dressed and ready by at least 8am for the doctors, nurse staff and any specialist that may need to see you. We had our nurses, Shalyn & Katie, checking on Bug at least once every hour through the night and into the morning. At 7a we met the new nurse for the day, Dale, and at his 8 o'clock check he briefly went over the day with us. Mike was our paramedic again that day and he came in while Dale was with us to get Bug's vitals. Dale let us know that we would see Dr. Perry again that day to go over the EEG from the first day. Bug would also have some blood drawn later in the day for some tests that Dr. Coleman ordered with Dr. Bassinger (metabolic geneticist).

Dale said that most of the day will be just us hanging out. And that's exactly what it was! Bug was feeling more comfortable on her second day there but still wasn't napping for us. Cook Children's was so wonderful and provided everything we needed. Bottles, diapers, wipes, shampoos, highchair and even a gym playmat so Bug could get on the floor and play with her toys!

They also provide a DVD player and a Wii in each room so Michael was occupied with that for a little while which kept him from going too stir crazy!

Dale came in around 11a and brought in lidacaine to apply to Bug's inner-elbows to numb it a little bit for the needle to take blood. This was AWESOME! Rayleigh Bug didn't even feel the prick when the lab lady came in about 30 minutes later to draw the blood!

Our Bug started getting fussy around noon and we could tell she was just so tired it was starting to hurt so we rocked her in the recliner and she dozed off after some time. Then about 20 minutes into the nap she had a seizure.

We pressed the button on her EEG pack and Dale came in and announced her seizure behavior while the EEG techs had the camera on her and microphone listening. The seizure lasted almost 2 minutes. It was very hard to watch. They all are.

After it was over you could see on her face how confused and tired she was :( and there was nothing we could do to help get her back to sleep. She just wasn't having it.

The day continued this way, Rayleigh tired but not wanting to sleep. So we would rock her for a little bit so she could get some rest or a 5-10 minute nap and then we would entertain her by playing or sitting in the highchair to eat.

During all this chaos, Dr. Perry came in for about 2 minutes. He said that based on the previous day's EEG he confirms the episode as seizures. (we already knew that, but moving on) he said that he wants to take a closer look at the EEG to see where the seizure activity is starting and spreading from. And that was about it. He was very busy.

Around 6 o'clock that night Michael ordered some pizza to be delivered to our room. Rayleigh also started drifting off so we thought it would be perfect for her to get some sleep while we get some food!

Didn't work out that way. Unfortunately, the pizza guy knocking on our door to deliver the pizza startled Rayleigh awake and she then had a seizure about 25 seconds after waking up. I press the button, Michael goes out in the hall with the pizza guy to get out of the nurse's way and they do the announcing of activity, check on her for a little while after she comes to and leave the room.

At least after this one she wasn't so shaken up. She hadn't been asleep very long and the seizure, although the same length as the earlier one, wasn't very severe on her muscles. She didn't go back to sleep but she wasn't upset or unsettled so she sat on my lap while I ate some pizza. Although starving from not eating that day, we didn't have much of an appetite from what happened.

After dinner there was a nurse change and we got Shalyn & Katie back. We were very happy to see some familiar faces again and even Bug seemed to enjoy their company. More like friends than doctors to her!

Later in the evening, around 8:30 they brought in her medicine. She's down to half a dose of Phenobarbital the entire trip so they can catch more seizure activity than if she was on the full dose. Nurses have to administer the medicine so I hold Rayleigh in the cradle position like we do at home while Shayln squirts the Phenobarb into her mouth little by little. She eventually takes it all, but not without putting up a good fight!

We can't get her to sleep that night. She seemed most comfortable cuddling with one of us at a time on the couch/bed but we know we aren't allowed to co-sleep on it. When Shalynh one of us at a time on the couch/bed but we know we aren't allowed to co-sleep on it. When Shalyn & Katie came in for the 10 o'clock check on Bug and noticed that she was still awake I asked them if we could get the consent form to sign and get the adult bed in the room instead of the cage-crib so I could sleep with her in the bed.

Shalyn came back and said, "I am so so sorry but the patient has to be at least 1 year old to co-sleep."

This was a pretty big bummer because Michael and I knew that we would all get the best sleep if we could just co-sleep. We snuck in one hour of her and I sleeping on the couch/bed together and then moved her to the cage-crib. She continued to sleep for 2 hours but then woke up with another seizure. Pressed button. Nurses came in and announced activity and stayed with her for a bit after. They left. Rayleigh stayed awake. So did Michael and I. She fell back asleep around 3:30a but woke up about every hour whimpering so we would get up and soothe her back to sleep with singing and her pacifier. It was a hard night, but we made it through!

Cook Childrens: Day 1

Monday morning we get to Cook's Children's Hospital at 7:45a. Go straight to registration, then immediately taken to the EMU (Epilepsy Monitoring Unit) of the hospital. It's the 4th floor of the neurology wing.

We get in our room, about the size of a smaller guest bedroom with a small table, 2 chairs, 1 recliner, 1 crib (cage) and a sofa. There is a bathroom that is almost as big as the room itself. A TV mounted on the wall, a built in closet and a space near the door for the nurses.

Let me just say that the first day is very overwhelming for the baby and the parents.

First the nurse comes in, introduces herself and gives a quick run by of the day and week's events to come. Then about 15 minutes later the nurse practitioner, ours was Jericho, comes in and asks a lot of questions that we've probably answered 20 different times now so why not 21 times? Like, was she full term? Yes. When did the seizures start? About 2 weeks old. Diagnosed at 6 weeks. What type of seizures? Usually tonic-clonic, Keppra makes them just tonic seizures though. What medicines has she tried? and so on...

Rayleigh starts drifting off to sleep after Jericho leaves. I buzz the nurse in and let her know that Rayleigh is falling asleep and will most likely have her seizure (normally one a day, at naptime) and ask her what we should do since Rayleigh doesn't the EEG hooked on yet. She said to go ahead and let her sleep and just take the chance because she's sure that Rayleigh will have a seizure sometime during the 3-day EEG. Sure enough she has a seizure. Michael pages the nurse to let her know and she makes note of it.

She then brings in these various sheets. One of which we have to check the times for when she eats, what she ate, and how much and then check the time for each diaper change. They weigh the diapers to see the difference of how much goes in vs. how much comes out. Another sheet was for us to describe each seizure as we see it so they can compare to what the EEG and video shows.

Next Maria comes in to put on the EEG leads. Maria is the Video EEG technician along with another technician that stays in the control room watching the videos, they do up to 6 at a time. Rayleigh has had 2 EEGs before but this one is totally different since she has to have the leads on for 3 days instead of 30 minutes. They use the conducting cream, the lead and then a small piece of gauze drenched in a watery type of super glue and use a cold air blowing tool to apply it. It is very cold and very uncomfortable. Maria gets 5 of the 25 leads on while Rayleigh is still asleep but then she wakes up screaming and so mad that I'm almost in tears holding her down and letting them do this. But knowing that this will give them answers keeps me pushing through and staying strong for my little Bug.  

Not long after Maria leaves Rayleigh starts falling back asleep... then the nurse comes back in with the paramedic, Mike. Mike checks her vitals and then starts the IV. This is standard for the EMU of CCH. They do an IV so if a child has a seizure longer than 2-5 minutes (depending on the child) they will use a rescue anticonvulsant to stop the seizure. Inserting the IV woke Rayleigh again. Screaming, sad, tired. Every time she falls asleep she gets a rude awakening. This kept up for most of the day.

We met one of the epileptologists for about 1 minute. He was pretty much just letting us know that first we need to confirm that she is actually having seizures before we go into the details of anything else. He also let us know that he wouldn't be our epileptologist but he was the only one there that day.

Dr. Coleman warned us that we wouldn't get much face time with the epileptologists while we were there and he was spot on.

Rayleigh was so out of her element that night. They took her Phenobarbital level down from 12ml a night to 6ml so that they would have a better chance at catching seizure activity. After the medicine we fed her and she normally drifts right off after eating. Well, not here. She would scream anytime we lay her in the crib cage thing. She was only comforted by one of us rocking her or laying on the couch/bed with me.

We co-sleep at home for nighttime so I thought maybe I could just lay with her until she falls asleep and then move her into the crib but she just wouldn't sleep. You could tell on her face that she knew this wasn't home.

Around 11:30p after several minutes of rocking with Daddy we finally got her fed again and off to sleep and in her crib.

Well, then at 2:30a she woke with a seizure. This is definitely a change due to the medicine because she never wakes up in the middle of the night with one anymore. There is a red button to push on the VEEG pack when she starts a seizure so we press that and then the microphone is on in the room and the nurses come in and start describing loudly what she is doing, "arms tensed and pulled into body" "hands clutched" "legs tensed" "face reddened" "labored breathing" "coming out of it" "myoclonic twitching" "shes done."

Then Rayleigh begins crying, waking up in a strange place with several people in her face. I pick her up and quietly soothe her on the couch on the other side of the room to let her know that Mommy and Daddy are still here and that everything is OK.

It took a long time for her to go back to sleep but she eventually did so we put her back in the crib and tried to get a couple more hours of sleep on the couch bed before day 2 started.



Rayleigh with gauze wrapped around the EEG leads so she doesn't pick at them and a "no-no" boot cover over the IV.



Ft. Worth

Michael and I always talked about Rayleigh's first trip out of state. We figured it would either be a quick weekend down to Texas for some fun at the beach or amusement parks or to visit my family in Florida. We never thought her first trip would be to a children's hospital.

We knew we had to be at Cook's Childrens Hospital in Ft. Worth, TX by 7:30a to "check-in". Ft. Worth is about 3 1/2 hours from our home. We could have made the drive but we would have been exhausted and stressed out. Thankfully, Michael's parents got us a hotel room in the Hampton Inn just outside of downtown Ft. Worth (where the hospital is located).

This was Bug's first hotel stay. We were so excited to experience another first with her! And it was going to be so great to have a nice relaxing evening in the hotel before the hospital stay.

We made 1 stop for gas and some fast food shortly after getting out of the city and then we had to stop on the side of the highway twice to change diapers.

We arrived to Ft. Worth around 4 in the afternoon and checked in to Hampton Inn.

That reminds me of how much our lives have changed since Rayleigh Bug arrived! First its the diaper changing in the car, something I never thought I'd be doing! And then there's the packing. Michael and I can pack for 5 days in 2 suitcases, including all clothes, books, laptop, everything. The trunk of our SUV was literally full, also had the diaper bag and a bag of snacks in the backseat!! Babies come with sooo much!!

In our hotel room you could tell that Bug knew we weren't at home but she didn't seem uncomfortable. I broke out her Bumbo chair and tray and some of her jarred food to feed her in the room. She's not used to eating this way but she did pretty darn well!

After she ate I went to the gym, literally right next to our room! Michael and Bug played the whole time I was gone and she didn't cry once! She sure does love her daddy-time!

When I came back we figured her tummy was settled from eating so we put on our swimsuits and headed to the indoor swimming pool for some relaxing fun time before settling in for the night.

Back in the room we each showered (I held Bug in the stand up shower while she cried during her whole bathtime!!), gave Bug her medicine and then we snuggled up in the king size pillowtop bed, Bug took a bottle and fell asleep so fast we thought she liked that place better than home!

Michael and I had a quick dinner, watched some tv and followed Bug's lead to sleep.

Woke up at 6am, got ready, loaded the car, all went to the lobby for breakfast and checked-out of the Hampton Inn to go check-in to Cook's Childrens Hospital.

A Referral

We keep Dr. Coleman, her pediatric neurologist, updated on Rayleigh's seizures via e-mail and phone calls in between visits. So we called him while she was taking the Phenobarb+Keppra to let him know that her seizures and frequency hadn't changed. After 2 weeks of trying this combination he called to check in and we decided then to take her off the Keppra.

Dr. Coleman put in a prescription for Rayleigh to start taking Clenazepam. Clenazepam is a wafer tablet that dissolves in her mouth. It is used as an anticonvulsant, also can be used as a muscle relaxer. We have been giving her one tablet a day (at nighttime to reduce fatigue during the day) and she has been taking it very well. No side effects to report. We started the night we talked to Dr. Coleman, so Bug has been taking it for a week and a half now.

Dr. Coleman let us know that he received the results of the chromosomal analysis and the DNA test that we had blood drawn for last month. Both came back normal in regards to anything epileptic or neurological. There was a slight abnormality though. Bug has a gain, or extra material, on the P32.2 band of her DNA. This can lead to different cholesterol issues, but she shows no signs of that now and it's unlikely that this will ever turn into a problem based on its current state.

The biggest piece of information Dr. Coleman told me was that he put in a referral for Bug to go down to Ft. Worth, TX and be examined at the Cook Children's Hospital.

Cook Children's Hospital has a special, top ranked pediatric epilepsy center. One of the best in the country, if not the best!! While there, she will be seen by Dr. Saleem Malik. His page on the Cook Children's Hospital website is impressive. We look forward to meeting him and getting a second opinion from an epileptologist.

Rayleigh Bug will have a 3-day EEG done when we first arrive to Cook. The last day, day 4, she will have another MRI. They may not need to do this after they view the MRI she had done 3 months ago. The chances they will want to do their own is about 50/50. Their MRI machine is more powerful and will see more clearly and thoroughly into the brain. Her brain has matured since her last MRI so we think they'll probably want to do their own test. Other than that, she will have more blood tests done to check metabolic levels for Coleman and a few blood tests of their own. We will also talk with a nutritionist/dietitian and a metabolic geneticist.

As I'm sure you can imagine we are anxious, excited, nervous and ready to get this done. Hopefully we can get some answers out of this trip.

Keppra's Second Chance

The first medicine Rayleigh tried as an anti-convulsant to control her seizures was Keppra. This was when she was 6 weeks old. Keppra took her number of seizures down from 4-6 a day to 2-3 a day but never decreased the number from there, even with dose increases. After a few weeks on Keppra we added Zonegran. Zonegran is a capsule form medicine generally used to treat partial seizures in combination with other medications. Adding Zonegran didn't change anything so we stopped giving it to Rayleigh after 10 days and proceeded to Phenobarbital. While she was taking Phenobarb we weaned her off Keppra so she was taking just Phenobarb. She went seizure free for about 16 days and then had a breakthrough almost 2 months ago.

We have since been trying increased doses of Phenobarb, taking Phenobarb twice a day rather than just at night and then added Keppra twice a day. Adding the Keppra made no difference in her seizures. She continued to have 2 daily. Once at naptime and once at bedtime.

We were told by Dr. Coleman, her pediatric neurologist, to give the Keppra+Phenobarb combination 2 weeks to see results. During these weeks we noticed Rayleigh eating less and not taking her solid food well at all. At first, we attributed this to a cold she had been getting over but once the cold was out of her system and this eating issue continued we realized it was more likely a side effect of the Keppra.

The 2 weeks came and went and she was still having 2 seizures a day. No improvement with the Keppra+Phenobarb combination.