Surgery & Healing

Rayleigh Bug's surgery to get the Vagus Nerve Stimulator (VNS) put in was on Thursday. We were to check in at 5:30a and the surgery would start at 7:15a. Of course, Miss Bug thought it would be a great idea to start the day at 2:30a! So, needless to say, we were dragging our feet to the hospital at 5:30!

We arrive and check in and shortly after that they take us back to the "holding room" where they explain how the day will go and we get Bug's gown on her. Dr. Yaun, the neurosurgeon, came back to let us know what to expect and answer any last minute questions and then the anesthesiologist came in to do the same.

After an hour in that room it's time to take her back and start anesthesia. She had fallen asleep in the holding room so they expected no issues at all getting anesthesia to her. They would do it through a breathing mask which she tolerated very well the last couple of times she went under anesthesia. Michael and Lovie went straight to the waiting room but I got to walk with Bug until they took her to the next room to prepare for anesthesia.

 

It's a wierd feeling in that room. You've mentally prepared yourself, you are confident in the surgeon, but you find yourself with this small nervous feeling or something. I started tearing up and telling Bug how strong she is and explaining what will happen and how she'll feel when she wakes up but that I will be right there when she does and that Dr. Yaun and the nurses will take extra good care of her and I give her lots of kisses. Then I compose myself and head to the waiting room.

Once I'm back in the waiting room I'm feeling pretty good again. I know she's in good hands and that the surgeon has done this surgery without complications every time!

About 40 minutes into the waiting I receive a phone call from the nurse letting me know that anesthesia went perfect and Dr. Yaun started 20 minutes and it was going very well and that Dr. Yaun will be in once she's finished to let us know how it goes.

So we wait, and wait, and wait. We see families come in and wait, crying or showing no emotion. We see doctors come in one after another to let families know how their child's surgery went and then the flood of relief on that families face.

Then after 2 hours in the waiting room we see Dr. Yaun coming past the glass wall and as soon as she turns the corner and finds us she starts beaming and our flood of relief begins before she even speaks! And she says that it went perfectly and Rayleigh had the perfect skin and muscles for VNS placement and the leads attached right onto the vagus nerve like they should! She said that they turned the VNS on to do a couple test pulses and it did exactly what it should!

A little bit later a nurse comes and gets me to see her in Recovery. She is still in and out of sleep and very groggy but she's there, my strong baby girl! Only one at a time is allowed in Recovery so I take my time with my Bug then trade spots with Michael so he can see his baby goo, too!

Then they take us to a Step Down area which is just little rooms with curtain doors to stay until they discharge you. We are all allowed in the Step Down room so now Lovie gets to see her, too! We're calling and updating family members and making sure Bug tolerates juice and then they release us around noon.

She did very well the rest of the day at home, still a little groggy but not really sleeping anymore. Then Friday we continued doing Tylenol/Ibuprofen every 3 hours to manage pain but she was doing great! She was moving around and laying on her side and not too fussy. She is so strong.

Dr. Yaun told us we could take the bandages off on Saturday so we did that yesterday afternoon and I was like "Whoa, they cut my kid open!" haha

She should be feeling great for Christmas and then the next week we will see her neuro to activate the VNS and start the pulses very slowly.

Thank you to everyone who thought about, prayed for, and sent well wishes for a successful surgery and quick recovery! We love you all - Bug is blessed to have all of your support :)

It's Happening!!

Rayleigh's surgery is tomorrow!!!

My sweet baby girl is going to have her first surgery tomorrow morning. She will be under anesthesia for the 4th time in her life and she's only 2 1/2 years old.

The surgery is to implant the VNS. You can read all about the VNS in this blog post of mine.

The surgery will take place early in the morning. The neurosurgeon said that it will take about 1-2 hours for the surgery and then Rayleigh Bug will be in recovery for 2-4 hours and then she will be released to go home that afternoon/evening!!

Bug will need to be on Tylenol/ibuprofen for 2-3 days for pain management and will have some restrictions at first like no laying on her left side and no carrying under her armpits.

We will see her neurologist in 2 weeks to have the VNS turned on. They like to allow a couple of weeks after surgery for the body to adjust to the foreign object before they activate the pulses. Her pulses will be very slow at first and will be adjusted every 2 weeks for a few months. We have a busy road ahead of us but we are ready!

I will do a post tomorrow to update you on how it went!

Rescheduled With No Date

I thought I would be posting more about Rayleigh's VNS by now but that will have to wait. Unfortunately, her surgery has been pushed back again. It was originally scheduled for November 29th but our secondary insurance had the payment as pending so the hospital had to wait because they need it paid in full before they can operate. So we were given a new date of December 13th. Then, the neurosurgeon's office called this week to tell us that our secondary insurance is now saying that the VNS is not FDA approved for children under 12 years old and they are wanting a lot of "proof" that this is a good idea for Rayleigh. They want copies of her MRIs, EEGs and letters from her neurologist, epileptologist and neurosurgeon. I have no doubt that these letters will get written and sent promptly but I highly doubt they will be read soon.

This time, they have rescheduled us without a date. The office will call us when they hear from our secondary insurance and we will set a date then. The nurse said it will likely be in the New Year.

I don't know why this upsets me as much as it does, but I'm really sad about the whole deal. Maybe its because I'm the kind of person that goes by the calendar, maybe it's because I've always been a little sad when something I've wanted gets puts off but I really think it's because I want this for Bug so bad.

I feel like the quicker she gets the VNS put in, the faster we can

activate it and the faster we can see the results.

 

Like every day matters.

 

 

Really quickly I will let you know that Rayleigh Bug has been on the full dose of the new medicine and has been Lamictal-free for 2 weeks now. She tolerated the transition fairly well (compared to previous medicine/dose changes). She is finally starting to take naps in the middle of the day again - something that stopped when she was taking Lamictal. Bug's seizure frequency and severity has gone down in the last couple of weeks and we aren't seeing any side effects. Well, maybe crankiness but she is also cutting her last molar so it could be attributed to that...

 

 

Rayleigh's been a happier girl these days, even flashing smiles again!! And she seems stronger. I think it's a combination of hard work and putting weight back on again!

 

Photo taken in October 2012

 

She is one tough cookie!

Vagus Nerve Stimulator

Rayleigh Bug is scheduled for surgery at the end of this month. The surgery will be to implant the Vagus Nerve Stimulator (VNS). This is an outpatient proceedure, surgery will be at 7:15am and we will be home that afternoon (unless there are any complications, which is unlikely). The surgery takes 2 hours and she will definitely be under anesthesia.

The best way I can describe the VNS therapy is that it works similar to a pace maker except it sends regulated pulses onto her nervous system. The little battery pack is put under her skin on her left side below her collarbone, near her armpit. The surgeon will also make a small incision on the left side of Bug's neck and this will be where she will attach the lead, a small, flexible wire, onto Bug's vagus nerve and feed that wire down to connect to the battery.

Rayleigh's surgeon is a pediatric neurosurgeon, but this is NOT brain surgery.

So the idea is that the VNS sends regular pulses at timed intervals through the vagus nerve to the brain to help prevent the electrical irregularities that cause seizures. Bug's epileptologist will use a large wand and keypad to regulate the pulses. At first it will most likely be set to just a few pulses once an hour, a non-theraputic dose just so her body can adjust to having this new thing inside and controlling things. Then we will visit the epileptologist every 2 weeks to slowly make adjustments so that it will send pulses more frequently. Later, we will only have to see him every few months for adjustments.

The doctors have brought up the VNS therapy at a few different appointments but it was always an option for further down the road. But at her last epileptologist visit he asked us to look into and get more information so he put us in touch with a nurse at Cyberonics (the VNS company) she mailed us easy-to-comprehend pamphlets and talked on the phone with us for an hour answering any questions about the VNS. She then ran the surgery through insurance and set up our surgical consultation to gather further information.

By the time our surgical consultation was here (only 2 weeks later!) we had already read the booklets and I had talked with other CDKL5 families about their experience with VNS. The overall consensus is that at worst, the VNS did nothing. I have not heard any negative side effect stories about the VNS therapy so we thought, if it's not going to hurt her then we might as well try it to help her!

Most of the CDKL5 family stories I have read are that the VNS helps with some seizure control but the biggest benefit seems to be awareness and development. Like the VNS is regulating enough brain activity to maintain some learning during her PT or something! So even if all we gain from the VNS is better focus or she learns to sit (she's getting closer again!) then it will be worth it in our eyes.

OH, I forgot one of the biggest benefits of the VNS!!!!!
We will be given a VNS Therapy magnet.

So let's say Rayleigh's pulses are set to a few every 40 minutes. Well, it's possible for her to have an electrical misfire between that 40 minutes and go into a seizure. That's where the magnet comes in. We can wave the magnet over the VNS battery and it will immediately send a pulse to the nerve to the brain.

Here's an excerpt from one of the VNS booklets that Cyberonics mailed us:
"By swiping the VNS Therapy magnet over the generator when you feel a seizure coming on or during a seizure, you or your caregiver will be able to

• stop your seizure
• shorter your seizure
• decrease the intensity of your seizure
• improve the recovery period of your seizure"

The nurse also told us that the VNS magnet swiping has been wonderful for clusters of seizures. Rayleigh often has clusters at night, only 5-10 minutes apart. So, by swiping the magnet on the first seizure the nurse says we stand a good chance at preventing any of the following cluster seizures. That alone would be huge for her number of daily seizures!

So to wrap up this post, I'll finish up with some short bits of info:

• The VNS will take about a year to show full effects.
• The effects typically do not wear off, in fact they can get better with time
• She will continue taking her seizure control medicines, some patients were able to lower the doses over time
• The battery lasts 5-7 years, when it gets close to going out the surgeon will replace the battery (only one incision, new battery will connect to same lead)
• The epileptologist will be able to check the battery life when we see him for pulse adjustments
• A common dose of stimulation is 30 seconds of pulses every 5 minutes

Sorry it took me so long to do this post, we've all 3 been down and out with a nasty cold! Thankfully we're all getting better and should be healthy for Thanksgiving!!

Happy Turkey Day, y'all!

Just to Catch You Up

Family members have been calling to check on Bug and have told me that they noticed I haven't updated the blog in a while and they were just making sure everything is ok. I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. It's just that nothing really big has happened since my last post... or maybe too many things are on my mind and I'm not sure how to put it all into words.

Either way, this will be a quick post (mostly because it's after midnight, I've been working on my CutieBug party decorations since Bug went to bed and I'm exhausted).

Bug is eating well since we quit the Keto Diet but she has not gained any weight back yet so I'm getting creative and adding carbs and calories anywhere I can - like adding sour cream and butter to her mashed potatoes and things like that. Hopefully it works soon. She has a visit with her pediatrician on Monday so we'll see where she's at on the arch and go from there. May have to start including calorie supplements to her foods.

Rayleigh had a bad couple of days of increased seizures last weekend then they went back down for a few days then she had a fever, most likely from teething, and that brought on a whole new round of increased seizures and sleepy baby starting Wednesday night. We went around and around with her neuros to get something done about the drastic increase of seizures. The answer we finally received was to increase her dose of Clonozopam/Klonopin. This is an emergency medicine we use to control her activity on seizure-frequent days but we hadn't changed the dose in over a year so the small dose was having no effect on her. So we raised the dose of the pill and she is to take 3 pills a day for 2 days then wean it off slowly after that.

It helped yesterday and today but tonight she had 4 small seizures while she was trying to fall asleep and it's just so frustrating and saddening. At least her fever has been gone for over 24 hours and we can focus on controlling these seizures now. We'll keep working with the doctors to get these back under control and I'll keep you posted.

We are strongly considering the Vagus Nerve Stimulator (VNS) treatment for Rayleigh. I'll do a post on that soon with all the information about it.

Sorry I don't have better news but hopefully we're moving in the right direction.
So goodnight and good-bye for now.

Quitting Keto

Bug has officially been off the Ketogenic Diet for 5 full days. We are having a lot of fun exploring new foods with her and seeing her likes and dislikes. Really though, there are very few dislikes!

It was really crazy when the pediatric epileptologist told us last week to quit the Keto Diet. He said that she didn't need to wean since we were already at a 3.25:1 ratio. He said to just start feeding her normal toddler foods. And my immediate response was, "What in the world do I feed her?!?? I haven't fed a toddler anything but heavy cream, butter and tiny amounts of carbs and proteins - and it's all weighed!" haha! Well, we figured it and...

I am very happy to report that Bug has been eating so much better since we quit the diet. We have also been able to stop all anti-acids and Miralax! And it's not just the eating that has improved, it's her whole mood!! She is happy so much more of the day than she was a couple of weeks ago. We used to have a "fussy time" with Bug every night starting around 6p and not ending until at least 8:30p, but the last 3 days she only fussed from 6:30-7p and then today we had NO fussy time!! She has been just amazing!

Now, I don't know if we can give all the credit to getting her off the diet, we did also lower her Lamictal a little over a week ago and that was already showing improvement in her mood and mildly in her eating. And at her visit with the pediatric epileptologist last Tuesday he advised us to go up on Bug's Vimpat to 1 pill in the morning and stay at 1/2 pill at night after we were off the diet for 5 days so we started that today. He doesn't like to do several things at once so that we can know what's doing what. So we raised the Vimpat this morning. No change noted except NO FUSSY TIME!! :)

So back to the topic of quitting Keto. We came home from the doctor's appointment and I made Bug a lunch of deli turkey and provolone cheese all chopped up, peanut butter Cheerios, carrot tomato baby food, and applesauce with berries. She loved it all and had a happy plate. (aka clean plate, empty plate, you get it - she ate every bite!! hehe)

Some of her new favorites are YoToddler yogurts, oatmeal, Earth's Best Chicken Tenders and Stars pasta baby food, hot dog, and peaches in syrup. In fact, I would say that right now those little cups of diced peaches in syrup are her current favorite thing!

So we'll keep exploring and we're just so happy with how well she transitioned to basic eating AND how much better her eating and her mood have been since quitting Keto. We gave the Keto Diet a good, long run but it just got to a point where it was doing more harm than good (in the doctor's words) so we put an end to it. I think we can all agree that it was the right choice for Buggie!

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Bug's current medications:
Clobazam/Onfi, 10mg- 3 times a day
Lamictal/Lamatragine, 25mg- 2 pills morning, 3 pills at night
Vimpat, 50 mg- 1 pill morning, 1/2 pill at night
Quit the Ketogenic Diet

Bug's current seizure control:
She is having 2-4 seizures a day. One is usually early in the morning, then maybe one in the afternoon, and then one or more at bedtime. The seizures are small tonic seizures that tense her up and her body curls in. She is breathing pretty well during the whole seizure and they have been no longer than 90 seconds, most under 40 seconds.

The Results Are In!

I won't leave you hanging

Rayleigh received a diagnosis today.
She has CDKL5.

Now I'll start at the beginning of today's doctor appointment.

Bug had a appointment today with her pediatric epileptologist and the genetic team he works with. This was a routine visit but we would be discussing the genetic disorder CDKL5. We assumed we would have to redraw Bug's blood to redo the test because the results were still not in.

We saw the genetics team first and they went over her medical history since her last genetics visit which was over a year ago. Then they asked about the CDKL5 results and we explained to them how we had been calling the neuro office and the lap weekly for the results. We went into all the details that I wrote about in this blog post... and this post. The geneticist sent out a member of his team to call the lab that her blood was sent to directly. When she returned she said that they just finished the test yesterday and they are faxing the results over RIGHT NOW! I was shocked and I'm pretty sure Michael's jaw hit the floor. Definitely not the news we expected!

While waiting for the results to arrive we went ahead and saw the epileptologist. He said that we need to come up with a new plan of action on Bug's treatment because his goal, no matter what the results, is to get Bug to zero seizures and zero side effects - a high goal but he wants to get as close to achieving it as we can! He advised us to go ahead and get Rayleigh Bug off the Ketogenic Diet. He believes (as do we) that it is now doing more harm than good. Obviously her seizures aren't controlled and on the diet her reflux and other tummy issues are off the charts. I'll do a separate post on quitting the Keto Diet.

The epileptologist also wants us to go up on the Vimpat, a week after getting off the diet, and stay at the current, lower Lamictal dose. Bug is doing better with the lower Lamictal - taking naps more, much happier through the day, and eating well!

Then he excused himself for a few minutes to check with genetics on the results of her test.

When he returned he was accompanied by the entire genetics team. They wasted no time in telling us that the results are in and she does have the genetic mutation. A member of the team handed me the following paper:

The final report was done yesterday, October 1, 2012, and the mutation on CDKL5 is on her p.Q347X. I will do a seperate blog post on the specifics of CDKL5. In short, it is a genetic disorder that presents seizures and severe developmental/cognitive delays that usually start within the first year of life. The seizures are generally difficult to control and there is currently no treatment or cure.

For more information visit the International Foundation for CDKL5 Page.

This news was not surprising to us. I think we've known, or felt, that this is what Rayleigh has since the day months ago that a dear friend let us know that their daughter was diagnosed with CDKL5.

I've been a part of the CDKL5 group on Facebook since we started raising money to have this test done and I have felt like family from day one of joining but now I know my baby Bug belongs to that group.

The geneticists and epileptologist were all impressed at how well we took the news and how knowledgeable we were about CDKL5 and what the diagnosis means. It's reassuring to know that Rayleigh has such an amazing group of people that love her and care for her and know just how amazing and strong she truly is.

I got a little emotional after the group of doctors left the room to gather papers for us. Not because Bug has CDKL5. But because this has been such a trying journey and now we have our answer. All the testing, all the questioning, all the insurance crap, we have a diagnosis. We have our answer.

They call those that are diagnosed with CDKL5 "angels" and I think we can all agree that Bug is just another sweet angel.